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today i am not in a good mood.
i still don't feel well and i want my mommy. i want to go home but i cant afford to continue missing my classes. especially tomorrow. my eight hour day.
i feel especially isolated tonight. i dont think its becuase i am alone, even though monique is not here. she will be soon enough and i dont think i will feel any different once she is.
i wish i knew what i wanted. i wish i knew what people wanted from me. i am torn about a relationship and i want marlaina to come home now so we can start our heterosexual life together. i want school to be done and i want to not be afraid to move away. i want i want iwantiwantiwant. i want about a 178 mile stretch of land to sink in the earth so that perrysburg will be a little closer to the lake.
my tattoo wont stop itching and i am tired of greasing it.
i still don't feel well and i want my mommy. i want to go home but i cant afford to continue missing my classes. especially tomorrow. my eight hour day.
i feel especially isolated tonight. i dont think its becuase i am alone, even though monique is not here. she will be soon enough and i dont think i will feel any different once she is.
i wish i knew what i wanted. i wish i knew what people wanted from me. i am torn about a relationship and i want marlaina to come home now so we can start our heterosexual life together. i want school to be done and i want to not be afraid to move away. i want i want iwantiwantiwant. i want about a 178 mile stretch of land to sink in the earth so that perrysburg will be a little closer to the lake.
my tattoo wont stop itching and i am tired of greasing it.