I could be good
It has finally happened. I have moved on and now there is an adventurous sense of being inside of me.
I wasn't sure how I would handle the overbearing workload that seemed to explode on me this year, but so far I have managed rather well. I have also started to go out again. Having a good time in moderation...which was not possible earlier on. I even bought a stranger a drink and did not make a move on her at all. Surprising I know, I simply watched her enjoy the bittersweet brew and let go. no push or shove. Bars aren't good places to pick up anything more than a good conversation anyway...unless you want the STI and cold the other party is packing.
So pride is happening beginning of March. I am actually excited to go not only because I will be free of any expectations, but because of the NOH8 photo shoot happening. Whom I will be shot with I'm not sure yet, but I am definitely showing my support for this campaign. White t-shirt has been bought already, one that nicely hugs my biceps and chest. With the weight loss after the whole broken heart episode I can now buy another size down instead of pinching anything. And wearing white is not scary anymore! I almost feel inclined to post a thank you note to her, but then again that could open doors I prefer closed.
Speaking of bars, who knew that after years of being relatively accident free one of my best friends would go and break her hand. A barlady with a broken hand equals pissed off. The year of the water snake seems to be going rather shitty for people who didn't get their asses in gear by end of last year. Financially it looks like I can finally move in with Brettilicious, whom is grateful for that. He also stepped over the threshold of gay and came out to his mother and sister this year. Who both told him they knew - such a calm coming out. Never thought it was possible! I'm so happy about the moving business though because he is like a brother to me and I honestly don't want to live with anymore freaks - again. No women and no children. No couples and no straight a-holes who ask you inappropriate sexually loaded questions. THANK you! I will pass on the others.
I wasn't sure how I would handle the overbearing workload that seemed to explode on me this year, but so far I have managed rather well. I have also started to go out again. Having a good time in moderation...which was not possible earlier on. I even bought a stranger a drink and did not make a move on her at all. Surprising I know, I simply watched her enjoy the bittersweet brew and let go. no push or shove. Bars aren't good places to pick up anything more than a good conversation anyway...unless you want the STI and cold the other party is packing.
So pride is happening beginning of March. I am actually excited to go not only because I will be free of any expectations, but because of the NOH8 photo shoot happening. Whom I will be shot with I'm not sure yet, but I am definitely showing my support for this campaign. White t-shirt has been bought already, one that nicely hugs my biceps and chest. With the weight loss after the whole broken heart episode I can now buy another size down instead of pinching anything. And wearing white is not scary anymore! I almost feel inclined to post a thank you note to her, but then again that could open doors I prefer closed.
Speaking of bars, who knew that after years of being relatively accident free one of my best friends would go and break her hand. A barlady with a broken hand equals pissed off. The year of the water snake seems to be going rather shitty for people who didn't get their asses in gear by end of last year. Financially it looks like I can finally move in with Brettilicious, whom is grateful for that. He also stepped over the threshold of gay and came out to his mother and sister this year. Who both told him they knew - such a calm coming out. Never thought it was possible! I'm so happy about the moving business though because he is like a brother to me and I honestly don't want to live with anymore freaks - again. No women and no children. No couples and no straight a-holes who ask you inappropriate sexually loaded questions. THANK you! I will pass on the others.