butterflies ftw?!
I am officially over the fact that living in this beautiful city I call home is an endless blessing.
There has been the occasional ugh do I really have to get up, but for the most part through my single and not single stages I got up in the morning thinking that there is so much to see and do and learn.
Got rid of the crazy girl who wanted to move down, hooked up with one of the sweetest and probably just as broken (albeit still in the late healing stage) girls I know and for the love of all things...I'm actually happy. Can't believe I tell you! The only thing that may be a little on the odd side of the relationship is that I am the older party in as much as seven years o_O
Which was quite something to get use to considering that I was so against dating someone younger than myself. She asked me out...I was like uhm...uhm...damn it why do you have to be so much of what I want?! Ey?!
So I said yes and FUCK anyone for thinking I'm cradle snatching...cause I will let you know, sometimes I feel like the kid in the balance of things.
I think I'm maturing, or maybe it's the lack of stupidity on the side of substance abuse and promiscuity. Makes me feel like I CAN be a whole person. Which is a rare gift in itself :)
Three more months then I'm on vacation!!!
Looking forward to going on a cabin in the mountains adventure, will be much appreciated, body and soul.
There has been the occasional ugh do I really have to get up, but for the most part through my single and not single stages I got up in the morning thinking that there is so much to see and do and learn.
Got rid of the crazy girl who wanted to move down, hooked up with one of the sweetest and probably just as broken (albeit still in the late healing stage) girls I know and for the love of all things...I'm actually happy. Can't believe I tell you! The only thing that may be a little on the odd side of the relationship is that I am the older party in as much as seven years o_O
Which was quite something to get use to considering that I was so against dating someone younger than myself. She asked me out...I was like uhm...uhm...damn it why do you have to be so much of what I want?! Ey?!
So I said yes and FUCK anyone for thinking I'm cradle snatching...cause I will let you know, sometimes I feel like the kid in the balance of things.
I think I'm maturing, or maybe it's the lack of stupidity on the side of substance abuse and promiscuity. Makes me feel like I CAN be a whole person. Which is a rare gift in itself :)
Three more months then I'm on vacation!!!
Looking forward to going on a cabin in the mountains adventure, will be much appreciated, body and soul.