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Ah yes, it has been quite some time…
I could go flying off the handle and tell you as to why I took so long to as much as touch the internet button on my pc again for an update, but I was too busy taking care of a schizophrenic girl. Who I do not for the record have a relationship with despite what people think or said about it.
I tried something different this year and it seems to work though my lack of sleep in between trying not to think of things in a negative way has been tiring. I still have a good sense of crazy to deal with in myself, but at least I didn’t need medication or isolation from society to do that. In fact I just got rid of a few bad habits (and people) and now, well let’s just say I’m so relaxed that if I get any deeper into that state I will be asleep.
I’m moving and missing my family and working myself into a soft mushy substance. I know that there is a term for people like me who when they feel emotion it just dies when spoken, but that will not hamper the knowledge that there are others like me out there. Like my ex whom I have been friends with for nearly 10 years. Lol gods the time goes by too fast. I will post some writings soon, been busy in that department.
Methinks a good hike up the mountain in the moonlight sounds like fun.