momma here comes midnight with the dead moon in it's jaws
today.....was......i don't know how it was really. i am a little less worried...i think. i think that excessive worrying of yours rubbed off on me at some point. despite my calm cool exterior, my guts get all knotted and twisted up sometimes just trying to figure out what it is that i am thinking exactly. when i say "i don't know" that's just shorthand for "do you want the diatribe?". i don't mind giving the whole dissertation on my personal thoughts and emotions, but i don't think most people want to hear it, the short hand is more comforting. it's kinda like poker, don't lay your cards on the table, and whenever possible, bluff. i was never good at poker, maybe someday i'll learn.