me and sarah got into a fight
i think that me and sarah are done talking for a while. im sorry but i am not going to fucking listen to her tell me that i dont care about her and shit. she dont listen to me when i tell her that i do care. she refuses to believe me. i do care about sarah a lot and i understand that she was in a mental hospital but i cant fucking drop everything to hang out with her. i had plans. i told her i had plans. and i planned on going to her house before i went with jessi n them. but my mom had me go to like 50 billion stores with her. then sarah gets all pissed cuz jessi said she couldnt go to the movies with us cuz there was someone there who dont like sarah. so thats what started it. then she called me and said something like this. "i dont have a boyfriend or a best friend anymore. when you decide to be my best friend again you can call me and apologize for what a stupid bitch you are" i just fucking hung up. i dont need that shit. i dont need any of it. she dont even fucking care about how i feel. she dont care that she is trying to make me cancel plans that i had for a week or 2. i mean, i dunno its just unfair. im not going to appologize to her. i did nothing wrong. its not my fault she couldnt go with us. its not my fault that she was in hoh. im sorry but its not. i dont mean to sound like a cold hearted bitch but thats just the way i feel. i am sick of kissing peoples asses and doing what they want when they want. i am sick of that. it aint gonna happen no more. i am gonna do what i want. when i want. thats how its gotta be. and soon i will be away from here away from all the drama and bullshit. if sarah still wants to be friends with me she can call and appologize to me cuz shes the one who was out of line not me. now the "stupid bitch" is gonna go to bed. peace missy