Apr 05, 2004 17:00
ok ok ok, yesterday we(me,thom,lizzie, n emily had space cookiesn angelica n more weed. it waw to much and i had to go to bed.it was weird cus iv never bin that fucked, it was horrible. i wud close my eyes n then open them and.....it looked like a vibration or sumthing i dunno, a white line kept on falling down my eyes with a blur aroung it and i blocked everythihng behind the line and i felt it vibrate :s then went sum1 spoke it was too loud n it sounded sharp n it was nasty! but in the end i went to bed with emily, i also kicked a buket of water over by mistake and i cudnt clear it up cus i was to fucked(again im sorry kitten).
today were keeping it light. weve all had a proper meal which was healthy and felt gd afterwards,even tho i did decided to eat a load of chocolate aswell.later were taking shrooms and hopfully if its not raining were gonna walk up to the castle before we come up.
the other day wen i got pilled i rang matt.which i kinda regret.yea i miss him n i feel guilty even tho i shudnt and like i dunno anymore.i dont know wat to do.
im a strandard flower in a burnt forest
Well i talk
Too much
To myself
And i turn my back on my faith
It's like glass
When we Break
I wish no one in my place
and i've seen
you don't need their seeds
when their dirt goes in deep
and i'm lost in sleep
i can't stay
in this place
i can't stand
when the room turns round
on my fate
you give no guarantees
there's no promise
i can keep
i can't stand
i can't see my way
i feel blind
on my feet
i can't stay too long
am i wrong?
goodbye, lay the blame on luck
goodbye, lay the blame on luck
goodbye, lay the blame on luck
goodbye, lay the blame on luck
goodbye, lay the blame on luck
goodbye, lay the blame on luck
i'm so tired
of my mood
and sleep comes
with a knife, fork and a spoon
you're so pale
in your face
you let life
get in your way
and i've seen
you don't need their seeds
when their dirt goes in deep
and i'm lost in sleep
am i wrong?
goodbye, lay the blame on luck
goodbye, lay the blame on luck
goodbye, lay the blame on luck
goodbye, lay the blame on luck
-am i wrong, brand new