054 ; rest in peace eddy ..
yesterday was just a complete mess. i found out that eddy was killed by a drunk driver. a mother fucking drunk driver. i hung out with eddy a couple of times with brian and paul and he was such a cool guy. he was only 21, he did not deserve to die. he was coming home from brian's house .. he was right on the corner of portion and blue point .. and he got hit by a drunk driver.
i can't fucking believe it. i wasn't even super good friends with him but still, it's not fucking fair. the times i hung out with him were so fun. and he was just so nice .. always telling brian that 'i was hitting on him' haha. god. i can't believe it.
i'm having trouble believing the fact that there really is a god. why would god decide to do that.
last night was ricky's party .. so me, bob, ken, and mccrossin were trying to be in good spirits for the most part .. and it was a lot of fun until someone told me that bobby was out front crying with ken and mccrossin .. so of course i broke down.
kristy and nicole .. thank you girls so much for everything i love you so much <3
REST IN PEACE EDDY ZATWARNICKI - OCTOBER 16, 2004
there's one more angel in heaven