040 ; just an ordinary day
perla's was so fun.
my team is so awesome. props to you perl<3
hmm so anyway, yeah. i'm having like .. a mid-teen crisis, if those even exist. i'm just so confused with everything. and surico is like making me realize all this lol, because i'm realizing i have the exact same problem as him - i don't know what i want to do with my life, and at this point, that's not a very good thing. i don't know.
people are just so confusing. no need to mention any names, most people already know who i'm talking about, and i'm just so confused. blehh. i hate not having control of a situation, you know ? i don't know, maybe i'm a control freak, but maybe you'll have to deal with that. i just don't know what i want out of anything right now. i feel like i need to be alone for awhile or something, i don't even know. this is just so weird. my thoughts are going in a million different directions and i just don't know what to think or do or anything like that. ugh.
and i feel like there isn't enough time in my day to get done what i want to. that pisses me off a lot too. like .. ugh. i don't even know. i'm definitely about to have a breakdown here and usadljklsjfd.
yeah i need to go to sleep. goodnight kids. <33