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The more I'm out the more it reminds me of ross, and how he's not here.
At a time like this I would be texting him or calling him to give him the play by play of goings on.
But right now I'm sitting here leaning against a pole almost in tears because of how badly I miss him
I'm starting to get worried because I know things will never be the same, and he'll never be able to go out with us now like he was before.
I know when he gets done and I see him again our relationship will be different then it was before, and no matter how many distractions I have I will always be reminded of this.
I may have found a connection and a love with someone that people will always search for, and try to find. But even though our connection may be strong, this is a test of both of us.
I miss him far more than I ever thought I would, and his absence is ever present to me.
I'm not sure any of you will understand this absence, or this emptiness I feel. But please be patient with me, and understand the loss I feel without him by my side
At a time like this I would be texting him or calling him to give him the play by play of goings on.
But right now I'm sitting here leaning against a pole almost in tears because of how badly I miss him
I'm starting to get worried because I know things will never be the same, and he'll never be able to go out with us now like he was before.
I know when he gets done and I see him again our relationship will be different then it was before, and no matter how many distractions I have I will always be reminded of this.
I may have found a connection and a love with someone that people will always search for, and try to find. But even though our connection may be strong, this is a test of both of us.
I miss him far more than I ever thought I would, and his absence is ever present to me.
I'm not sure any of you will understand this absence, or this emptiness I feel. But please be patient with me, and understand the loss I feel without him by my side