a month on
trying my best to be up beat and positive and for the most part its working
my heart still feels the same but ive accepted that what is is what is and no amout of anything can change that.
only a few people understand, but well its a personal feeling of loss and not about their view of what was.
Jamie said this to me in response to asking if there was any thing i could do to help him
"you being you is always a help"
i think and hope it mean that me being a friend and caring helps
i miss lauren alot, i never wanted to loose her and i hope to one day convince her marriage was ok.
but things change and you move on with life and look to the future.
a good friend of mines marriage ended roughly at the same time and his strength and words have helped alot, he has the understanding of what i felt even though his loss was worse than mine.
my heart still feels the same but ive accepted that what is is what is and no amout of anything can change that.
only a few people understand, but well its a personal feeling of loss and not about their view of what was.
Jamie said this to me in response to asking if there was any thing i could do to help him
"you being you is always a help"
i think and hope it mean that me being a friend and caring helps
i miss lauren alot, i never wanted to loose her and i hope to one day convince her marriage was ok.
but things change and you move on with life and look to the future.
a good friend of mines marriage ended roughly at the same time and his strength and words have helped alot, he has the understanding of what i felt even though his loss was worse than mine.