Your beautiful... Your beautiful...
Bleh, a real update because that picture spazz took all the positive energy out of me. I've been thinking a lot lately. Sometimes I wonder about him still... I wonder if he still thinks about me... still really wants to have anything to do with me. Still thinks I'm beautiful. Still wants something real... still wants me in any way at all.
Sometimes I really thought something was there. And then again I when I think back maybe I didn't think there was anything at all. I feel like I should be over it. But of course I am not. Maybe I'm trying too hard for something that really cannot be acheived right now.
I fall too easily, and I get attached too easily. And I need to find some type of defense. Because things are too critical with other things to bother with this.
I'm all types of stupid when it comes to these things.
"The Walk"
Upside down twisting beside myself
Stop that now
Coz you and I were never meant to meet
I think you'd better leave
It's not safe in here
I feel a weakness coming on
Alright then
I could keep your number for a rainy day
That's where this ends
NO mistakes no misbehaving
I was doing so well
Could we just be friends?
I feel a weakness coming on
It's not meant to be like this
Not what I planned at all
I don't want to feel like this
No
no it's not meant to be like this
Not what I planned at all
I don't want to feel like this
So that makes it all your fault
Inside out
Upside down twisting beside myself
that's where this ends
No mistakes no misbehaving
On no don't make it harder
Than it already is
I feel a weakness coming in
Big trouble loosing control
Primary resistance at a critical low
on the, on the double gotta get a hold
Point of no return one second to go
No response on any level
red alert this vessel's under seige
Total overlaod all sytems down they've got control
There's no way out
We are surrounded
Give in give in and relish every minute of it
Freeze or make it forever
Sometimes I really thought something was there. And then again I when I think back maybe I didn't think there was anything at all. I feel like I should be over it. But of course I am not. Maybe I'm trying too hard for something that really cannot be acheived right now.
I fall too easily, and I get attached too easily. And I need to find some type of defense. Because things are too critical with other things to bother with this.
I'm all types of stupid when it comes to these things.
"The Walk"
Upside down twisting beside myself
Stop that now
Coz you and I were never meant to meet
I think you'd better leave
It's not safe in here
I feel a weakness coming on
Alright then
I could keep your number for a rainy day
That's where this ends
NO mistakes no misbehaving
I was doing so well
Could we just be friends?
I feel a weakness coming on
It's not meant to be like this
Not what I planned at all
I don't want to feel like this
No
no it's not meant to be like this
Not what I planned at all
I don't want to feel like this
So that makes it all your fault
Inside out
Upside down twisting beside myself
that's where this ends
No mistakes no misbehaving
On no don't make it harder
Than it already is
I feel a weakness coming in
Big trouble loosing control
Primary resistance at a critical low
on the, on the double gotta get a hold
Point of no return one second to go
No response on any level
red alert this vessel's under seige
Total overlaod all sytems down they've got control
There's no way out
We are surrounded
Give in give in and relish every minute of it
Freeze or make it forever