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Sexuality Headcanon Meme
The Easy Part
What is your…
1. Name: Guys
2. Age: 18-21
3. Sex: Male
4. Gender Identity: Male
5. Sexual Orientation: He's bisexual. He may be more physically attracted to women early on, but he if the right man comes his way, he can fall in love with him. He might resist falling in love with him, though. Also his body does like sex with men.
The Functional Part
6. Let’s talk virginity. Have you lost yours? If yes, how was the experience? If no, how do you feel about it? Guys lost his to a girl before he went to prison. It was probably to an older woman, and I could easily see it to a woman who worked in an a brothel or maybe a shopkeeper's daughter. It was a decent experience, but he was probably very inexperienced. I also say he was about 14-15 at the time.
With a man? It's canon in the path I picked that he lost it to Guildias. It was brutal and involved bondage, candle wax, etc. It was miserable for him, but he didn't really think of it as him losing his virginity.
7. Are you sexually active? How much so? Are you comfortable with your level of sexual activity? Guys is sexually active here, of course. He's just starting to get comfortable with having sex with Lusca. He does it for chips and for making Lusca happy. It does make him feel good, but he's not one to outright say that. He still is dealing with the fact having sex with a man is not a shameful thing like it was in prison. He's used to sex with a man being a form of torture or punishment, after all.
8. Do you masturbate? How often and, if applicable, to what? Guys has a high libido believe it or not :'| He probably does masturbate often, but not an insane about since he is having sex. He'll masturbate to thoughts of having sex with women, but these days it's shifting to sex with Lusca...since that's what he's been doing lately.
9. Promiscuity: How many sexual partners have you had? Ideally, would you get around more/less if you could? Do you have strong feelings about others’ promiscuity/lack thereof? Guys has had sex with a few people. Guildias and Jose being the ones he's had sex with before Vegas. He has just had sex with Lusca, though.
He doesn't want more partners, and he finds harems repulsive. He likes to be thought of a special snowflake, to say. So if you're banging him and like five other men, he'll be so pissed at you and swear to never fuck you again. He does have some childlike views of sex, and he may say "OH FUCKING WOMEN, I'D DO A BUNCH OF THEM!" but deep down he finds sex a personal thing.
He openly has stated calling Holland a pervert for his harem, making fun and insulting his taste for younger men. He can get defensive around men who are openly bisexual/gay, but he's getting better around that whole touchy subject. It just goes back to prison where men used the excuse of "oh, there's no women so men are just a substitute!" and Guys always hated that.
10. Safe sex: Do you practice it? Do you know how? Safe sex, how does it work? No, Guys has no idea and probably never has. Welcome to the early 19th century.
11. Do you now have or have you ever had an STD? Have you ever gotten or gotten someone else pregnant? If yes to either, how did this affect you? How anxious do these risks make you about sex? I'm sure Guys knew someone with an STD, but sex education isn't something he really learned. And oh God, Guys...no, I don't think he worried about getting someone pregnant.
12. Let’s be frank: How good are you in bed? How good do you think you are? How comfortable are you with your sexual performance? Guys is pretty good in bed, I think. He's better at being on the bottom, though. He's very sensitive, reactive, and loud (oh those drama CDs...). For a guy raped in prison, he isn't actually that experienced in a lot of things. So those who are into seeing a tsun get all flustered about doing something new, you'll love it.
He puts up a fight on what he won't do. He wants you to do the work, and then he'll reward you during the sex. He thinks riding someone is embarrassing, but if he really has feelings for you, you could push him in that direction. Same with a blowjob, too. Really weird kinky and painful things...he WILL REFUSE SO MUCH AT FIRST...especially bondage things. Yet his body will like it, because deep down he does have a humiliation kink. He'd never, ever admit that, though. He likes to keep his ego intact.
As a top, he's not that great, but he's not bad. He wants the other person to get something out of it, too. So he'll try his best. He might ask something awkward to make sure he's doing something right, too. He's willing to take more damage to his pride when he tops.
The Fantasy Part
13. Physically speaking, what do you find attractive in a potential sex partner? Do you consider yourself attractive? I'll start with the first part. Guys does find himself moderately attractive, but he doesn't overdo it. He doesn't brag about his looks, and he doesn't understand why so many men want to have sex with him. He has a rough idea that his attitude is a contributing factor.
Guys isn't big on looks with men. With women, yes, he'll judge a girl hard and want a good looking one. He has a very old school view of women (hello, early 19th century).
14. What about mentally/emotionally? What kind of attitude or personality turns you on? Why? Do you consider your personality attractive? He can like a range of different men, but loyalty is a HUGE thing for him. He needs someone to stand by his side and not betray him. He needs a strong person, too. He needs someone to make him happy, someone that can be attentive to him and make him feel special. He'll become unhappy if he's neglected, really. He is like a child in that way. He also likes to have fun! Big thing there. The man doesn't need to be nice...teasing is even a turn on.
With women? Meeeeeh, he likes nice girls that don't complain and bitch at him much. He's pretty terrible. Yes. He wants a happy housewife.
15. Do you prefer to be on the top or the bottom or neither? Are you generally dominant, submissive, or neither? How does this relate to your personality out of bed, if at all? He'll lie and say he likes to top. THIS IS A LIE. He likes being on the bottom with men, but he doesn't mind exploring that other side. Usually the men he likes...lol, him topping them isn't in the equation most of the time.
He finds bottoming from the top embarrassing, which is canon. Mostly because it's him showing he really likes taking it up the ass.
16. How important is your partner’s satisfaction to you and why? Are you needy/demanding/giving/etc.? Is romance or emotional connection important to you in sex? Guys DOES like to please his partners, but he's not used to sex where it is mutual, so remember that. Teach him, and he will learn. He is romantic, but it's not outright apparent. If he felt like he was bad lay for his partner, he will outwardly blame the partner, but then he would feel REAL BAD inside, blaming himself.
17. Are you vanilla or kinky? If the former, how comfortable with/aware of non-vanilla sex are you? If the latter, what are your major kinks? How did you discover them, and how do you feel about them? He's had some...really bad luck with kinky things. He's vanilla, but if he loves you, he'll try new things with you.
Tsun-ing is a form of foreplay to him. He just doesn't know it.
18. What turns you off? Why? Really cruel things. No need to being reminded of Durer and Guildias. kthnx.
19. How active is your fantasy life? How often/how vividly do you fantasize about sex? Describe a fantasy situation for you. He does dream of sexual things once in a while, but he isn't that much of a pervert. It would be rare...but the scenarios, hmm. It would actually be pretty vanilla stuff or stuff he's experienced with the person before.
He might once in a while get a crazy sex dream. He'll feel really freaked out and embarrassed. He'd tell himself HELL NO I DO NOT LIKE THAT STUFF.
Some Gritty Details Part
20. Talk about your sexual awakening. How old were you when it happened? Who/what was the first thing that aroused you? How did it affect you emotionally? Guys got sexually active pretty young. Probably the first time he started any sort of sexual thing...probably with dirty magazines. He was probably 12-14.
21. Have you ever done/fantasized about anything sexually that you’re earnestly ashamed of? What was it? Would you do it again? Yes.
Hell yes.
Fuck yes.
Getting off anytime with Guildias haunts the HELL out of him. Getting off on grass, off monsters touching him, to Jose and his dubcon. Yes. This is a huge theme of Enzai, so.
Guys would not do any of that stuff again. Maybe he'd sleep with Jose, but that other stuff? Hell no.
22. Have you ever committed a sex crime? Have you ever been the victim of one? In either case, if yes, how did this affect you?
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THIS IS GUYS. He got raped and tortured a bunch. Sexual assault all over the place. In one path...he does technically commit dubcon, but he feels really, really guilty about it after. So much so he holds that guilt for over three years.
23. Is there anything about your sex life or sexual preferences that you would never tell anyone? How sexually open/repressed are you in general? Why? Guys would not admit he LIKES having sex with men and anything relating to that.
24. How do you feel about sex, morally speaking? Beyond the basics, are there any sexual areas - homosexuality, prostitution, whatever - that you have strong, moral reactions to? Where do those come from? Guys is totally cool with female prostitutes or harems full of women.
Now men.
No. Especially harems with men. Male prostitutes, he'd be iffy on, but it wouldn't make him angry. Homosexuality in general is a huge touchy subject for him. He has awkward feelings for Lusca, and he...would say Lusca is an exception, but he isn't a "homo" ahaha. The dumb thing is he has had plenty of sexual tension with others.
Sex should be between two people that love each other, when it comes to two men. Why? Because he HATED how things were in prison. With women, whatever, have sex with them and move on.
25. If you could change one thing about your sex life, would you, what would it be, and why? He's actually pretty okay with his sex life. He'd say he needed a woman, but yet again, a lie.