understanding me... is like chemistry. But understanding you.... is like biology...
She looked sad all day.
but I made her smile...
she was sitting there, sulking in that strange, heartbreaking way she does
so I jumped up on the ledge behind her and put my arms out like I was crucified
and I said, "I'm dying for your sins, Holli...."
She turned around and put her hand over her mouth and grinned
(she always does that whenever she laughs. It's odd, but cute)
10 points for Misha
....
talked to her later
she was all like, "I'm never doing mean Friday's again. That was enough for me."
"Not even on debate trips? No more hide and seek?"
"No... that was enough for me.."
I hope not
....
shit
she had to wait an hour for her ride
and everyone else had left
and she was like, "I have to wait here for an hour by myself now... woe is me..."
and I said, "Well... I'm gonna go walk over to the rec center to get my ride. Wanna walk with me? It'd kill some time."
she's walked with me and Stuart over there before
and she kind of like... I don't know...
she said "No... that's okay. I'm gonna stay here."
but she said it in a voice that sounded almost defeated. Like she didn't want to, and she was sad that she was disappointing me... or like she wanted to, but couldn't for some reason...
I don't know... it puzzled me. I'm trying to interpret it.
shiiiiiiiiiiit....
I really hope I'm not making her uncomfortable.
She'd NEVER tell me if that was the case. She's too shy. Even if I asked her straight up.
I'll hate myself if she doesn't like me, and really doesn't want my attention
I mean, we're friends... and I don't think she has a problem with that...
but if she can tell I like her, and that makes her squeamish...
hell
I wish I knew what the hell to do
she makes me feel so strange... I haven't felt this way in... over three years...
(been awhile since Kadi and Cheez)
she makes me happy... just thinking about her...
but then I fidget and worry that she doesn't like my attention, or is annoyed by me... or something...
....
but I made her smile...
she was sitting there, sulking in that strange, heartbreaking way she does
so I jumped up on the ledge behind her and put my arms out like I was crucified
and I said, "I'm dying for your sins, Holli...."
She turned around and put her hand over her mouth and grinned
(she always does that whenever she laughs. It's odd, but cute)
10 points for Misha
....
talked to her later
she was all like, "I'm never doing mean Friday's again. That was enough for me."
"Not even on debate trips? No more hide and seek?"
"No... that was enough for me.."
I hope not
....
shit
she had to wait an hour for her ride
and everyone else had left
and she was like, "I have to wait here for an hour by myself now... woe is me..."
and I said, "Well... I'm gonna go walk over to the rec center to get my ride. Wanna walk with me? It'd kill some time."
she's walked with me and Stuart over there before
and she kind of like... I don't know...
she said "No... that's okay. I'm gonna stay here."
but she said it in a voice that sounded almost defeated. Like she didn't want to, and she was sad that she was disappointing me... or like she wanted to, but couldn't for some reason...
I don't know... it puzzled me. I'm trying to interpret it.
shiiiiiiiiiiit....
I really hope I'm not making her uncomfortable.
She'd NEVER tell me if that was the case. She's too shy. Even if I asked her straight up.
I'll hate myself if she doesn't like me, and really doesn't want my attention
I mean, we're friends... and I don't think she has a problem with that...
but if she can tell I like her, and that makes her squeamish...
hell
I wish I knew what the hell to do
she makes me feel so strange... I haven't felt this way in... over three years...
(been awhile since Kadi and Cheez)
she makes me happy... just thinking about her...
but then I fidget and worry that she doesn't like my attention, or is annoyed by me... or something...
....