Floaty
So dazed right now. I wonder if part of it has to do with the lack of sleep the last week, I've literally slept maybe 10 hours in 7 days. Anyway, during my insomnia, I have decided to just get on with reading this book Miles' mom gave to me back in September called Outlander. At first I thought it was going to be boring and usually, these kinds of books are really not what I'm into, but, I figured I'd give it a shot because she usually has good taste with books.
Anyway, I'm probably the most un-romantic person ever but I think the form of romance in this book reminds me of my own. Miles and I are a couple of big kids that don't really take anything seriously except for our feelings for one another. We always made sure never to shy away from them, even at the beginning of our tenure together. This book though, even set in a different time, reminds me of us. Well minus the me almost getting killed a bunch of times...at least not by swords and stuff lol. I dunno maybe I'm just going crazy from reading 400 pages in a span of a few days/not sleeping. Or it's just one of my crazy hormonal shifts or something.
I have been incredibly affectionate and to make it stronger, he's been sick the last couple of days so the return has been minimal because he's afraid of getting me sick due to me being sick a billion times already. Either way, this feeling is so new. I've never been with someone who didn't aggravate the hell out me or pissed me off in any way. Well I mean we get mad at eachother sometimes, but it isn't crazy anger where we say things we don't mean. It's usually more of a grunt and a look that says "leave me the hell alone right now" lol.
I'm so infatuated with how I'm feeling and it's the only thing I can think about. My senses feel heightened, my skin is sensitive, god I was ready to jump on him last night when he kissed the back of my neck last night before falling asleep. Something weird is happening to me. I'm not sure if I should be afraid of it or just go with it. Right now I'm kind of going with it.
I need more caffeine!
Anyway, I'm probably the most un-romantic person ever but I think the form of romance in this book reminds me of my own. Miles and I are a couple of big kids that don't really take anything seriously except for our feelings for one another. We always made sure never to shy away from them, even at the beginning of our tenure together. This book though, even set in a different time, reminds me of us. Well minus the me almost getting killed a bunch of times...at least not by swords and stuff lol. I dunno maybe I'm just going crazy from reading 400 pages in a span of a few days/not sleeping. Or it's just one of my crazy hormonal shifts or something.
I have been incredibly affectionate and to make it stronger, he's been sick the last couple of days so the return has been minimal because he's afraid of getting me sick due to me being sick a billion times already. Either way, this feeling is so new. I've never been with someone who didn't aggravate the hell out me or pissed me off in any way. Well I mean we get mad at eachother sometimes, but it isn't crazy anger where we say things we don't mean. It's usually more of a grunt and a look that says "leave me the hell alone right now" lol.
I'm so infatuated with how I'm feeling and it's the only thing I can think about. My senses feel heightened, my skin is sensitive, god I was ready to jump on him last night when he kissed the back of my neck last night before falling asleep. Something weird is happening to me. I'm not sure if I should be afraid of it or just go with it. Right now I'm kind of going with it.
I need more caffeine!