I can hardly breathe, I need to feel you here with me
I am so miserable. Lately I've been thinking alot about what I've done with my life for the past two years (my brother just graduated, so it's getting me thinking about it again). I feel like I haven't done anything worth anything since then, and it's really depressing.
I let myself get fucked over so bad that I don't know if I'll ever really get over it. The pain from it still cripples me sometimes, and I've tried to hard to let it go and I just don't know what else to do to stop thinking about it.
I miss Danelle so bad that it hurts to be awake. She'll be out here in a month, but it won't be the same as it was before she moved. And it kills me that it's going to be awkward to see my best friend.
Urrrrgh I hate this.
I let myself get fucked over so bad that I don't know if I'll ever really get over it. The pain from it still cripples me sometimes, and I've tried to hard to let it go and I just don't know what else to do to stop thinking about it.
I miss Danelle so bad that it hurts to be awake. She'll be out here in a month, but it won't be the same as it was before she moved. And it kills me that it's going to be awkward to see my best friend.
Urrrrgh I hate this.