Greatest weekend to date...

[leather_latex37]

ok so friday, i go to Joe's place for the party, drink some beer, win a fish mirror, talk with some random people, saw fat dave yadda yadda.  then i go home and sleep wake up at 8:30 to get ready for work

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[leather_latex37]

ok benny heres the deal. i had no idea that anything i was doing or saying to you was hurting you in any way. im a sarcastic bitch by nature, and i didnt know that you were taking some of my words so seriously, i dont mean to make you feel like shit, i really dont. and as far as me taking a look at myself, i have. this is who i am, and im sorry but i do not change for anyone. my values and beliefs are my own, what i want to do with my extra time is up to me. and as far as my point having no relevancy, all i mean is that when i am with you 2, so its just the 3 of us, you make me feel like shit. try gaining attention from 2 people who are 8+ inches taller than you when they're totally enthralled with each other, its not fun. that was my point, when jessica has other plans with you, its ok if she cant get together with me to talk, but when i have other plans with joe and noah, all of a sudden im the bad person who isnt making time for my friends. i dont like that. but i do apologize nonetheless, so i'll talk to you later big brother, and thank you for revising your comment, because after reading the first one i was on my way to being pissed.

Alicia

[atomcloudbuddah]

I've told you quite a few times that what you say, do or try to make a point of makes me feel like shit. You know trying to make me look like an ass in front of everyone else to gain attention on to yourself. I'm not trying to rob your lime light or anything like that.... just being "myself."

As far as too seriously, they are put in a litteral way... therefore a direct meaning is derived.

"as far as me taking a look at myself, i have. this is who i am, and im sorry but i do not change for anyone."

Ditto here, you have to realize that you can't expect everyone to change on your whim and then be like "I'm me so deal with it."

If it's that way then you should stop complaining about other people, and realize others feel the same about themselves as you do yourself. I'm not going to change, I am who I am...

Jess and I are tall, and we are into eachother (because that really makes any difference in the situation)... just like you are with whom ever it may be that you're all over at the time... you don't see it either, but we aren't being vulgar infront of others either... You have insacurity issues that you blame on others by feeling "left out" and all sorts of other words. You can't blame myself, or us because you can't handle being around two people who love eachother.

I just say, live by the words you say, and drop the hypocrisy because it gets you no where in trying to figure things out... only makes you look infantile.

Don't take all of this too "literally" a point is all I'm trying to make...

I'm having a get together tomorrow night (sunday) here at my place... you're more then welcome to visit... you and steve-o or whom ever the flavor may be right now ;) I don' want to-to big, just the peeps jess and I invite... so yeah you're on the list plus one or two peeps poss?

Call me we can work the details out.

Anywho,

I've said my peace, that I wish I could say in person.. or at least on the outstretched arms of a telephone.

You're still little sis, but we have some talking to do... good old discussion.

A time where minds can vomit... and then we can piece what exactly we want to say back together and the puzzle called understanding may be finished.

Peace
-Benny

The bro

[leather_latex37]

thank you for basically making me sound like a whore. steveo and i are dating and it probably wont last long. i have to be home sunday so no. have a good time...