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SO yeah...i realized i think i forgot to write about this. Yesterday Marcus Theaters called me and told me i got the job!!! YAY for me! hehe.. i\'m so happy. Hopefully today i can go get my black shoes for it and stuff. i found out what i all need to get a work permit at school so hopefully on Thursday i can get one cause i\'m going back in to The Ridge to either do some training or fill out paperwork or something. I\'m so excited. I hope my mom will take me to Best Buy, Wal-mart and Kohls tonight after my dentist appointment. i don\'t see why not because we\'re already going to out of the house and there is a kohls and best buy in delafield. i hate spending her money on burnable cds and a cd holder but i REALLY need them and i don\'t have any money right at the moment so i told her that once i get my first pay check i will definitly pay her back some money for all that stuff. I just need to get that stuff. So school, it\'s boring, but it\'s not as bad as usual. I\'m fucking starving and if i don\'t get to eat because i don\'t have money in my acount i am going to bitch because all i ate this morning were 3 tostidos rollup egg things which aren\'t very filling besides the fact that i fuckin puked up everything i ate yesterday which to begin with wasn\'t very much. Because it\'s just not doing me very good. So next weekend i get my tongue pierced. FOR REAL THIS TIME! i\'m so excited. i can\'t drink beer though because it has yeast in it and this sounds gross but there is the possiblity of getting a yeast infection in your mouth from drinking beer while first having your tongue pierced so i guess i\'m just drinking mix drinks while i\'m with my cousin this weekend which isn\'t too bad...i gotta bring mouthwash and rinse out my mouth like every half and hour. i hope i can talk because it probably will be swollen...i\'m getting it done that day and i\'m not even sure what time i\'m going up there Saturday. I feel really bad that i\'m not going to get to spend time with grandma and grandpa while i\'m up there. Angel Todd and me should go over there for dinner before the party because i wanted to spend the night at grandma\'s on friday night but no one can pick me up from madison on friday after school so it sucks. I hate not being able to see her and Heather said she wasn\'t doing too well when she went up there. I have to visit her and see how she\'s doing. 7 more minutes till lunch. I\'m starving. fuck it sucks. I better be able to eat. I wonder if my mom sent money in because she has been looking at what i\'ve been eating everyday. I\'m quitting smoking next monday. 7 more days of smoking and i\'m done. I told all of my friends basically that they better not give me a cigarette no matter what i say. I don\'t care if i start fucking crying. If they are real friends they won\'t give me a cigarette. I don\'t care if i change my mind by Friday or Saturday or even Sunday it\'s what i\'m doing whether i like it or not. I just have to talk to people at school and make sure they don\'t give me shit because i really need to quit this time. Bailey\'s coming back this weekend and i need to hang out with her because she\'s only in town for Saturday and Sunday so Sunday we\'re going to hang out at night when i get back from the dells. I hope Angel can meet my dad. and fuck. my brother\'s birthday is on Sunday and i have to hang out with Bailey. i\'m in sucha dilemma. yup i gotta go cause class is almost over. so peace out!