Unforgettable...
Winter break went by too fast...
I wish I spent more time with my friends... All of them... I'm going to miss everyone from Oakwood... again... Expecially Victoria, cuz I won't be able to see her at work since they never SCHEDULE US TOGETHER... lol. Man so much has happened in the year 2004... I'll never forget it... So many memories to never forget...
I won't forget all the wonderful friends I made at this seasons oakwood. Everyone was so awesome.
I won't forget how after oakwood ended some of us became even closer friends. Me and Vic became really great friends now... I have gotten to know Josh Day as a friend too now... I have gotten to know Lauren and Kristen as well the two awesome sisters... I have also even gotten closer to my own brother... I have become friends with most of the supervisors this year and this year I actually met all of them... They are all so great. I'm really going to miss Noel and Ricky since they are leaving again to go to college... I feel like I have become better friends with James and Heather as well... I miss Shawna... I've gotten to know Billy and Josh Braley better as well and they are both kick ass friends... Victoria I think you picked yourself a winner lol... I've got Jake as a better friend as well... All of that, and more, was just over a matter of 2 or 3 months during the summer and we have become closer over the passed few months also... I can't believe how lucky I am to have such a number of friends I can trust. I love you all. Thank you so much for befriending me and I hope I am as good a friend to all of you as you all are to me.
I won't forget about my school friend either... Leticia has been a great friend... Always making me laugh... And Travis too, you Princess... Or Kyle with his awesome tie lol... I won't forget Ana running cross country with me... She made me get better cuz I wanted to beat her by the end of the season lol... Or Gavin in my English class, always saying something crazy and listening to me when no one else would... Or Jon Frye, just the funny kid he is... Or KD, my mother, keeping me sane and not alone at lunch lol (I think I do the same for her lol)... I won't forget Allie my husband/wife, even though she didn't go to school this year with me lol, I love her (lets have more kids)...Or Mr. G for having confidence in my art work and always making me do my best... Or Mr. MacDannald for being so sarcastic and always making me laugh... It's funny how even teachers can be your friends...
I can't forget Jamie... I didn't get to see her as much as usual at the end of 2004 but I did get to see her a lot at the beginning of the year... I miss her a lot... I can't forget my best friend... She was there for everything... Every little great thing that happened in my life... Every little sorrow, every tear, every laugh, every smile... Even though she wasn't here to witness it, she knew about it... She helped me with so much... I love Jamie as a sister.
I'll never forget my first boyfriend, even though it ended the way it did... I won't forget that either... But it was good while it lasted... I still miss him... I don't know why though... I won't forget how great he made me feel, or how excited I got each time I heard him say "Hey Courtney" on the phone or when he came over my house... I won't forget any of our little conversations where we couldn't stop laughing and we couldn't figure out why we started... I won't forget how much inspiration he gave me, all the art projects I made for him and only told him and gave him one... I won't forget how all of the projects I made for him were the best Mr. G said I made... I won't forget our first kiss... I won't forget the first time he said "I love you" to me... How I felt when I realized I loved him too... I also won't forget the pain I felt when I found out we weren't together any longer... How I cried every night for almost a month... How I didn't tell anyone just how sad I felt but tried to cover it up with courage that I didn't have... How I can remember every little thing about Felix that I knew... How I thought he was the perfect boyfriend and then changing my mind after I found out about his new girlfriend... How bad I felt when I was mad at him... How I felt happy every time I thought of him yet I felt sad at the same time... How I felt when my heart seemed heavy and broken... So much to remember...
I just want to say thanks to everyone for making year 2004 unforgettable. All of you are so amazing and I have all the love in the world for you guys. I know this year will be even more so. So much has happened and I can't explain most of it in words, but I can feel it in my heart. I love you all!
:Love: Courtney
I wish I spent more time with my friends... All of them... I'm going to miss everyone from Oakwood... again... Expecially Victoria, cuz I won't be able to see her at work since they never SCHEDULE US TOGETHER... lol. Man so much has happened in the year 2004... I'll never forget it... So many memories to never forget...
I won't forget all the wonderful friends I made at this seasons oakwood. Everyone was so awesome.
I won't forget how after oakwood ended some of us became even closer friends. Me and Vic became really great friends now... I have gotten to know Josh Day as a friend too now... I have gotten to know Lauren and Kristen as well the two awesome sisters... I have also even gotten closer to my own brother... I have become friends with most of the supervisors this year and this year I actually met all of them... They are all so great. I'm really going to miss Noel and Ricky since they are leaving again to go to college... I feel like I have become better friends with James and Heather as well... I miss Shawna... I've gotten to know Billy and Josh Braley better as well and they are both kick ass friends... Victoria I think you picked yourself a winner lol... I've got Jake as a better friend as well... All of that, and more, was just over a matter of 2 or 3 months during the summer and we have become closer over the passed few months also... I can't believe how lucky I am to have such a number of friends I can trust. I love you all. Thank you so much for befriending me and I hope I am as good a friend to all of you as you all are to me.
I won't forget about my school friend either... Leticia has been a great friend... Always making me laugh... And Travis too, you Princess... Or Kyle with his awesome tie lol... I won't forget Ana running cross country with me... She made me get better cuz I wanted to beat her by the end of the season lol... Or Gavin in my English class, always saying something crazy and listening to me when no one else would... Or Jon Frye, just the funny kid he is... Or KD, my mother, keeping me sane and not alone at lunch lol (I think I do the same for her lol)... I won't forget Allie my husband/wife, even though she didn't go to school this year with me lol, I love her (lets have more kids)...Or Mr. G for having confidence in my art work and always making me do my best... Or Mr. MacDannald for being so sarcastic and always making me laugh... It's funny how even teachers can be your friends...
I can't forget Jamie... I didn't get to see her as much as usual at the end of 2004 but I did get to see her a lot at the beginning of the year... I miss her a lot... I can't forget my best friend... She was there for everything... Every little great thing that happened in my life... Every little sorrow, every tear, every laugh, every smile... Even though she wasn't here to witness it, she knew about it... She helped me with so much... I love Jamie as a sister.
I'll never forget my first boyfriend, even though it ended the way it did... I won't forget that either... But it was good while it lasted... I still miss him... I don't know why though... I won't forget how great he made me feel, or how excited I got each time I heard him say "Hey Courtney" on the phone or when he came over my house... I won't forget any of our little conversations where we couldn't stop laughing and we couldn't figure out why we started... I won't forget how much inspiration he gave me, all the art projects I made for him and only told him and gave him one... I won't forget how all of the projects I made for him were the best Mr. G said I made... I won't forget our first kiss... I won't forget the first time he said "I love you" to me... How I felt when I realized I loved him too... I also won't forget the pain I felt when I found out we weren't together any longer... How I cried every night for almost a month... How I didn't tell anyone just how sad I felt but tried to cover it up with courage that I didn't have... How I can remember every little thing about Felix that I knew... How I thought he was the perfect boyfriend and then changing my mind after I found out about his new girlfriend... How bad I felt when I was mad at him... How I felt happy every time I thought of him yet I felt sad at the same time... How I felt when my heart seemed heavy and broken... So much to remember...
I just want to say thanks to everyone for making year 2004 unforgettable. All of you are so amazing and I have all the love in the world for you guys. I know this year will be even more so. So much has happened and I can't explain most of it in words, but I can feel it in my heart. I love you all!
:Love: Courtney