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i just came in from a nice, refreshing walk outside to clear my head and figured i'd update ;-)
so on sunday i went to 6 flags with my dad, alyssa, aunt mary-ellen and kate. It was a decently good time. went on superman like 3 times and each and every time it was amazing. I wish i had that roller coaster in my backyard. monday i wanted to leave home to come back to school before 1, but ended up cleaning my car for like 6 hours trying to get the gross musty smell out. I found under my spare tire in my trunk a pile of old gross moldy mulch and i found that the cover to my spare tire compartment was all moldy as well. It was disgusting and it reeked. so i cleaned my car for 6 hours trying to get the smell out. i took everything out of the trunk, emptied out the spare tire compartment cleaned it all good with a bunch of different cleaners, completely left out the moldy spare tire compartment cover and put an air freshner in the trunk hoping that would do the trick. it doesn't smell as bad, but it still smells and i'm not a fan. i didn't end up leaving home until after 5 and i didn't get back here til after 7:30. I got a call from ashley on the way back to school telling me that Sherman died, and that was very upsetting. I guess i shouldn't have accidentally left the window open all weekend :-\ sorry Sherman :'( I got back to school, looked at the surrounding cloud of doom around Sherman, who was still floating atop the bowl, then I so kindly let Pat take him and flush him. :( I really liked Sherman too. That's sad.
so tuesday was a monday schedule and it threw me all off. i'm not a big fan of having my MWF's two days in a row. Boo to that. The Red Sox are really starting to upset me. I don't know what is going on with them right now. The bats are just not working. I was so excited last night when they started coming back, so when they lost, it really sucked. Tonight, I mostly watched the debate but flipped back and forth during commercials. The debate was humorous in itself, i love how Bush can so easily make a complete ass out of himself everytime he opens his mouth. "um, nevermind, anyways" yeah and the game was just depressing. that's all i can say. I still have faith though, we can still do this, and we will!! :-D
I'm not really sure what just happened. I didn't realize that shauna and I hadn't talked at all in the past 3 weeks, i really hadn't. I've been super busy, and I knew I hadn't talked to her in a while, but I didn't think anything of it, i definitely wasn't avoiding her on purpose, so when she completely ripped me a new asshole earlier, needless to say, I was completely caught offguard. She basically feels that i'm acting too cool, and she compared me to someone else, but i didn't think it was that extreme (that hurts), but i apologized. I obviously didn't realize i was unintentionally ignoring her, or else i would have said something to her. I don't just stop talking to people. But there's really nothing else i can do, i feel bad that she feels this way, and i kinda feel like a bitch, but i can't change the past. I was busy, i'm not making it up, it's the honest truth. I apologized, but it didn't seem like she was having it. I don't know.
I'm tired though, and i'm freezing. It's after 3am and i have work at 9. I'll update again soon :) leave some...