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i read all the entries of my 'friends' on this lj. and i check the community called jr__nal (or something) and read every post. but besides that, i dont ever update. ok here's a chance:
jake told me today that i've mellowed out alot since him and i were close friends. and i think i agree with him and i dont know if that's a compliment or not? i'm not even sure if he meant it as one. so in the car i was trying to think of the last time i was totally silly. hmmm
and christy told me i have become alot more like lindsey than when her andi were close friends. when people say that lean and i are identical, i usually agree. and when they say how different we are, i agree too. it's not that i just agree with what everyone says cause oviously i dont but i think i agree with how alike and different we are at the same time. i told lean we had the same core but everything else is different.
i hate when people tell me i'll be shocked when i get into the 'real world' or "i'm glad, rebecca, that youre going to a chrstian university or else you wouldnt know what to do"
and i hate when people brag about their problems. slap me in the face when i do it, please. although i dont really think i have problems. at least none of any consequence.
i went to church today and only shannon and daniel saw me.
explore what you are not to discover what you are.