Farewell
For the next 19 days, I'm going to pack up my life in East Northport and leave it all behind. I'm leaving all the memories I had there and not looking back on them. I'm saying good bye to everyone and not turning back. Maybe I'll keep in touch with a few, but all those people I thought were friends, good bye starts now. A lot of them won't read this, but I'm saying my good byes on this.
Dee: I hope to keep in touch with you. You're one of the few that I feel like really gets me and understands why I am the way I am. Our friendship goes way back...10 years back. Over those 10 years I haven't felt like things changed between us. You're always someone I can depend on and count on to listen to me and I'm going to miss you the most when I leave.
Briana: You've been there for me no matter what type of situation. I can always count on you for a hug when I'm upset, a laugh to make me smile and being a true friend when I need it most. Of everyone that I've ever met, you're one of the people that stand out the most. You've helped me through all the times I've had to go through (whether it be with my parents, my siblings, my job or relationships) and I thank you tremendously. I'll always think of you.
Bridget: There aren't that many things I can say. I thought this would be a friendship that would go on past high school, but it just doesn't seem like it will go as far as I hoped. You have been there when I needed someone to talk to, and that has it's limits. The only thing I can say is I wish you the best of luck and hope you're happy in things that you do.
Drew: With everything we've been through, I would have hoped that I meant as much to you as much as you meant to me. Things have significantly changed between us. After 7 months, I would have hoped that you'd show some type of emotion towards me leaving...but that would mean a miracle. I would do anything for you, up until this day. You've made me realize that I try to make other people happy and not myself; I'd let other people use me if it made them happier. [EDIT] Like the way I let you kind of use me to "fill that empty space"; just like the way you use Michelle for her car even though you don't like her at all.[/EDIT] And that's exactly what I did with you these past couple of weeks. You seem to know what's important to you and would do anything to make yourself happy. A lot of the friends you have, wouldn't be without me. Hopefully reality will hit you (soon) and you'll realize that I'm not coming back. Love ya.
Dee: I hope to keep in touch with you. You're one of the few that I feel like really gets me and understands why I am the way I am. Our friendship goes way back...10 years back. Over those 10 years I haven't felt like things changed between us. You're always someone I can depend on and count on to listen to me and I'm going to miss you the most when I leave.
Briana: You've been there for me no matter what type of situation. I can always count on you for a hug when I'm upset, a laugh to make me smile and being a true friend when I need it most. Of everyone that I've ever met, you're one of the people that stand out the most. You've helped me through all the times I've had to go through (whether it be with my parents, my siblings, my job or relationships) and I thank you tremendously. I'll always think of you.
Bridget: There aren't that many things I can say. I thought this would be a friendship that would go on past high school, but it just doesn't seem like it will go as far as I hoped. You have been there when I needed someone to talk to, and that has it's limits. The only thing I can say is I wish you the best of luck and hope you're happy in things that you do.
Drew: With everything we've been through, I would have hoped that I meant as much to you as much as you meant to me. Things have significantly changed between us. After 7 months, I would have hoped that you'd show some type of emotion towards me leaving...but that would mean a miracle. I would do anything for you, up until this day. You've made me realize that I try to make other people happy and not myself; I'd let other people use me if it made them happier. [EDIT] Like the way I let you kind of use me to "fill that empty space"; just like the way you use Michelle for her car even though you don't like her at all.[/EDIT] And that's exactly what I did with you these past couple of weeks. You seem to know what's important to you and would do anything to make yourself happy. A lot of the friends you have, wouldn't be without me. Hopefully reality will hit you (soon) and you'll realize that I'm not coming back. Love ya.