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i need to get the HELL out of this house.
it just makes me unhappy.
there's really no reason.
i just can't do it anymore.
i've had nightmares for two weeks.
dreaming of running
and being chased
and being cornered.
i'm very confused about things.
and my parents are stressing me out.
and i'm stressing myself out.
and i have to go to a work party.
and i don't want to do that either.
i just want to pack and see flynner.
it's different over the summer
then i leave for days at a time.
this one solid month of home ...
it's too much. too much of them.
i need a job. and money.
and somewhere else to live.
it just makes me unhappy.
there's really no reason.
i just can't do it anymore.
i've had nightmares for two weeks.
dreaming of running
and being chased
and being cornered.
i'm very confused about things.
and my parents are stressing me out.
and i'm stressing myself out.
and i have to go to a work party.
and i don't want to do that either.
i just want to pack and see flynner.
it's different over the summer
then i leave for days at a time.
this one solid month of home ...
it's too much. too much of them.
i need a job. and money.
and somewhere else to live.