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[leaping_spirits]

so i figure.
if i write something now.
i will have to work on my paper.
because i'll have no excuse to procrastinate.
so getting it out of my system.

i'm out of my mind.

i have this distinct feeling i'm going to be up all night,
but i'm kind of okay with that.
i had a good weekend. it was fun.
kinda stressful but nonetheless good.

home in only nine days, it's going to be great.

will you be a friend of mine to remind me what is real?
hold my heart and see that it bleeds.

i don't know what to expect anymore. from anyone. from myself.
maybe it's completely better that way,
no expectations = no disappointments. right?

i just need to cool out. cool out.
focus and get it done. there's still hope.
i need to not let my personal shit interfere with school anymore.
that needs to end. separate the intellect from the heart.
at least as long as it's school and not life.

and i'm signing off aim. and getting 'er done.

i'm out of my mind.