II always seemed to think all straight guys were the same
...they give me hassle when I'm walking alone, cat calling me and whistling and and and (I get this AT THE VERY LEAST a few times a day...and I never figured out why some girls like it...they give them little smiles back to boys...not me!!. It used to be so bad that I tried to cover myself up or to do stuff so i wouldn't get noticed...but then I thought why the fuck should I? I love clothes and hair and make up, why be dowdy and not be me??
Or if I'm with a girlfriend, then they either pester us both, or give her hassle for 'stealing' me, or they pretty much ignore her and come onto me ( 'I don't even need to use my dick'...'My tongue is just as good as hers'...'Let me lick your pussy all night, baby'...'Just close your eyes and pretend that I'm a girl'...'I'll pay you four grand for one night'...!)
Well I've just learned that a lot of blokes are not like that.
There are some genuine ones who get upset my by lesbian past and the fact that they never would be anything other than an 'experiment' if I were to go there (hey...I thought that was every straight blokes fantasy... a one-off session with a hot hot horny lesbian...) and they want something with me that they could never have and they would do whatever I wanted and and and...all of this and noone had even got a kiss or a bit of flirting...
I have also learned that if I were straight, the 'lifestyle' is easily within my reach and the mansion in Cheshire and the cars and the kids would be no problem...there are plenty of men who would give that to me.
I don't want any of that.
But I have learned to give more time to straight boys as some are just genuine bloody nice guys.
I never meant to be a bit mean and snappy to them but when you get constant hassle from blokes, then, ya know...
Or if I'm with a girlfriend, then they either pester us both, or give her hassle for 'stealing' me, or they pretty much ignore her and come onto me ( 'I don't even need to use my dick'...'My tongue is just as good as hers'...'Let me lick your pussy all night, baby'...'Just close your eyes and pretend that I'm a girl'...'I'll pay you four grand for one night'...!)
Well I've just learned that a lot of blokes are not like that.
There are some genuine ones who get upset my by lesbian past and the fact that they never would be anything other than an 'experiment' if I were to go there (hey...I thought that was every straight blokes fantasy... a one-off session with a hot hot horny lesbian...) and they want something with me that they could never have and they would do whatever I wanted and and and...all of this and noone had even got a kiss or a bit of flirting...
I have also learned that if I were straight, the 'lifestyle' is easily within my reach and the mansion in Cheshire and the cars and the kids would be no problem...there are plenty of men who would give that to me.
I don't want any of that.
But I have learned to give more time to straight boys as some are just genuine bloody nice guys.
I never meant to be a bit mean and snappy to them but when you get constant hassle from blokes, then, ya know...