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[leani]

markys dead and all the stuff ive written here up until this point is shit. It doesnt mean anything. I was wallowing in self pity and drama. Now this is happened I no the true meaning of pain and suffering and loss and hurt and regret and shame and love and hopelessness.the pain i am going through now puts alll of this to shame. I am ashamed. marky was so full of energy and i doubted him. thank god he was. If anything he lived. He really did.

So im going to stop wrinting here. Its about time I was happy. im goingt o print this off and delete it.

So goodbye and good luck. its been a hell of a ride

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