If You Tell Me
Title: If You Tell Me
Author: Leanevu
Pairing: !broken Junseung
Rating: pg-13
A/N: Hello everyone! This is my first time posting here and I'm kinda unsure how to post my entries. If there is something wrong please notify me and I will fix it! I'm sorry in advance because this is a fail junseung! It's vague and angsty. Constructive critisms are welcomed! It's unbetad so please go easy on me. ^^ thank you!
If I thought I had everything I could ask for, then I thought wrong. I didn't have the love, or the attention I needed to survive this insufferable life. I tried to belong, to belong in this scenario. But apparently I wasn't cut out for it it.
So here I am.
Where is "here" you may ask?
In hell.
I died long ago. My soul rotted away years ago when you left me. You left me at the door-step of Hell and didn't bother to take one last look at me. Instead you laughed and walked away.
I regretted the day when we met. The day where we kissed. The days I spent my life in your embrace and you living in wasted nights on me.
I keep asking myself where we went wrong. Was I the wrongdoer? The one who broke us apart? Or the one you got tired of? Funny thing is; I still held on tight. Your very existence is the only thing that keeps me thriving in this world. In my dead world.
Now I'm standing outside of your door. My souless body awaits in silence for your return.
I still wonder if I am still in hell. I still wonder. Wondering if you still love me. Or even loved me at all in the first place.
I want to know. I want to know you loved me and it wasn't a lie. The beautiful moments we shared together were actually purely from your love and not a game for your entertainment.
Will you tell me?
Author: Leanevu
Pairing: !broken Junseung
Rating: pg-13
A/N: Hello everyone! This is my first time posting here and I'm kinda unsure how to post my entries. If there is something wrong please notify me and I will fix it! I'm sorry in advance because this is a fail junseung! It's vague and angsty. Constructive critisms are welcomed! It's unbetad so please go easy on me. ^^ thank you!
If I thought I had everything I could ask for, then I thought wrong. I didn't have the love, or the attention I needed to survive this insufferable life. I tried to belong, to belong in this scenario. But apparently I wasn't cut out for it it.
So here I am.
Where is "here" you may ask?
In hell.
I died long ago. My soul rotted away years ago when you left me. You left me at the door-step of Hell and didn't bother to take one last look at me. Instead you laughed and walked away.
I regretted the day when we met. The day where we kissed. The days I spent my life in your embrace and you living in wasted nights on me.
I keep asking myself where we went wrong. Was I the wrongdoer? The one who broke us apart? Or the one you got tired of? Funny thing is; I still held on tight. Your very existence is the only thing that keeps me thriving in this world. In my dead world.
Now I'm standing outside of your door. My souless body awaits in silence for your return.
I still wonder if I am still in hell. I still wonder. Wondering if you still love me. Or even loved me at all in the first place.
I want to know. I want to know you loved me and it wasn't a lie. The beautiful moments we shared together were actually purely from your love and not a game for your entertainment.
Will you tell me?