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i have had the two most opposite days in a row.
yesterday was so much fun and despite it being only nearly 2pm today has been bollocks.
yesterday after the fun of being in school for about 20mins i went to howards for a bbq.
anna me jess and ellie had a little bitch and a classic sex talk whilst the boys talked about drugs no doubt.
then i drove back to potters bar and met the teachers and fiona and claire (and some of our year but they kinda ignored me) in the byng.
claire and fee were pissed as nutters but i had a nice chat with simpson (business) about my singing (karoline east: shes not west). talked to the newish german teacher who i didnt know was a teacher about random things. she was lovely. we had a high five. as i did with lacey. man i love her. i talked to lacey and barrington about russia. i had to to tell them how much illegal drinking went on (every night) but she said it wasnt aimed at me, she knew i was a piss head. or something. she was wearing a very low slung top and im ashamed to admit it but i did swing a glance that way. no words. i fancy her even more.
anyway today, i woke up feeling pretty good until i checked my mail.
first i got rejected from LIPA, my fucking first choice god damn uni. but im ok.
and then i read an email about a good family friend who fell down the stairs at home, broke her neck, had a blood thing on her brain, is on a breathing machine and probably wont live longer than 24 hours.
i have been crying for about an hour. i hope its because of maija and not being rejected from my 1st choice uni. maybe its a combination of the two.
having a life is more important than what happens in it.
yesterday was so much fun and despite it being only nearly 2pm today has been bollocks.
yesterday after the fun of being in school for about 20mins i went to howards for a bbq.
anna me jess and ellie had a little bitch and a classic sex talk whilst the boys talked about drugs no doubt.
then i drove back to potters bar and met the teachers and fiona and claire (and some of our year but they kinda ignored me) in the byng.
claire and fee were pissed as nutters but i had a nice chat with simpson (business) about my singing (karoline east: shes not west). talked to the newish german teacher who i didnt know was a teacher about random things. she was lovely. we had a high five. as i did with lacey. man i love her. i talked to lacey and barrington about russia. i had to to tell them how much illegal drinking went on (every night) but she said it wasnt aimed at me, she knew i was a piss head. or something. she was wearing a very low slung top and im ashamed to admit it but i did swing a glance that way. no words. i fancy her even more.
anyway today, i woke up feeling pretty good until i checked my mail.
first i got rejected from LIPA, my fucking first choice god damn uni. but im ok.
and then i read an email about a good family friend who fell down the stairs at home, broke her neck, had a blood thing on her brain, is on a breathing machine and probably wont live longer than 24 hours.
i have been crying for about an hour. i hope its because of maija and not being rejected from my 1st choice uni. maybe its a combination of the two.
having a life is more important than what happens in it.