S U M M E R
so its the last day of may. so much has happened this month. high school is over. its all pretty surreal and hard to really think about. time has been dragging lately. well, just to break the ice, i got caught drinking at disney world this past week. so im stuck at home tonight (understandable) (and who knows how much longer my punismhments will last), and i decided to read emails that ive kept in my inbox for months now. i used to email myself little 'journal entries' about senior year and my so-called 'love life' (or lack thereof). so i read the letters. its funny how some things never change, and some things never stay the same. i had a letter i wrote the first day of senior year and a dozen more up thru thanksgiving, i did so much this past year when i look back on it. i really cant believe it.
we really are blind to our futures. there are few things set in stone but-- i duno. it interests me to look back on the past, what was forshadowing and what was surprising. there were some pretty shitty situations i went thru- and some amazing ones. and now summer is ahead of me. ive got 10 weeks until my life changes completely. do we realized how much is really going to be erased? or on the optimistic side, how much will be added?
so im officially invited to martha's vineyard, which puts a smile on my face. i want to plan my summer out. i'm gonna be quitting plato's soon. as much as i say i hate it. that i want out. i am so glad i stayed with it, for almost two years. its goingto be weird quitting. sort of like leaving high school. so many thoughts run thru my head about all this change that i really cant write about it. all these doors are closing and im just waiting for more to open at this point. im rambling. so i hope to make the most of my summer and enjoy this suburbial place and all its lovely surburbial people in it. i also dont wanna get ahead of myself.
they paved paradise and put up a parking lot
i've learned how to write in html guys! how exciting!
we really are blind to our futures. there are few things set in stone but-- i duno. it interests me to look back on the past, what was forshadowing and what was surprising. there were some pretty shitty situations i went thru- and some amazing ones. and now summer is ahead of me. ive got 10 weeks until my life changes completely. do we realized how much is really going to be erased? or on the optimistic side, how much will be added?
so im officially invited to martha's vineyard, which puts a smile on my face. i want to plan my summer out. i'm gonna be quitting plato's soon. as much as i say i hate it. that i want out. i am so glad i stayed with it, for almost two years. its goingto be weird quitting. sort of like leaving high school. so many thoughts run thru my head about all this change that i really cant write about it. all these doors are closing and im just waiting for more to open at this point. im rambling. so i hope to make the most of my summer and enjoy this suburbial place and all its lovely surburbial people in it. i also dont wanna get ahead of myself.
they paved paradise and put up a parking lot
i've learned how to write in html guys! how exciting!