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already i've been home for 24 hours, and i'm bored. yay this is going to be fun! i've finished unpacking all my dorm stuff because i must have an OCD for cleaning. or once again, i'm really bored. everyone is going to music midtown, atleast it feels like everyone. i'm not gonna see beau for 3 weeks. i'm going to the beach thru mid-may OVER MY 19TH BIRTHDAY. i'll have my car with me, that'll be nice. i actually havent thought about "guy-hunting" while i'm in hilton head. hah things are a-changin.
guys never want to communicate! 3 weeks isnt long at all, and i should be fortunate to have him live so close to me, but we've never been apart more than 2 days, so this should be interesting.
kendra, my roommate, told me she had this sick feeling in her when she knew peter was about to break up with her. well i had that feeling, i guess i dont anymore, but i dont even know why i had it. irony seems to follow me around, and with all this talk about "us" being together so far into the future, and our plans in the fall, and senior year in paris, its like, i know it will end. irony has its way. i know i wont be breaking up with him, i cant think of a reason to, but maybe he would. i told him once, "you're gonna break my heart." how do you think he replied? "why ya gotta think that, you're gonna break mine." blah blah, unoriginal.
what's worse, the heartbreaker or the heartroken?
cant wait to get a tan! i do want to get away from atlanta and start my summer. its may 1st and my summer has started. i gotta get used to this.
i havent talked to elise in forever, and we were planning on seeing each other sometime soon, her coming to atlanta. and katie and i talk occasionally, mostly talking about how my period has gone on forever. but it did finally stop after 4 weeks, yay.
my parents said beau could come to the beach with me and we could have our own wing of the house-------- EXCUSE ME? my mom thinks he's the one and she's planning for marraige,ONCE AGAIN, a reason why this relationship is bound to end, b/c there are so many eyes watching us. atleast my parents trust him.
oh georgia tech! it's people like michael cain and steven hardy that make me glad i'm home. i still cant believe that boy sent me roses. another blast from the past, i decided to look up bart cerney's name on google. ahhh he's in the army (or navy, marines, one of those). lives in LA. i saw his picture-- still looks like the bart i "dated" in 4th grade. i wonder what shows up when i put my name in google..
one week 'til my birthday!