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Mmmmmm I need to be slapped.
I keep trying to make new friends, but it only ever happens in my head. I think I had too many amazing friends at the beginning of highschool, so I got lazy and entirely lost my social skills - and now whenever I'm outside my little bubble I just fail at the whole interaction thing. Anyways, just a little notion I keep pondering - I probably formed near to 20 new, close friendships in grade 9 and at most 2 since then, and now I see all these other people whom I really admire and wish I'd befriended when I was good at it.
Startlingly introspective thoughts! woot.
So today I stuck around for this photo-shoot thing for the Cappies. crappy crappy cappies. I'm part of the cappie chorus and I don't think the other people like me very much. but they'll live with it. Anyways, I did a lot of that lack-of-social-interaction thing so I was kinda miserable, but then this guy asked me about my scarf (the rainbow one, get it?) and I should have asked him for his number or at least his name but I just answered him then ran away so I'll never see him again. but that made me happy anyways.
Tommorow is the guys and dolls screening, then a meeting for jazzfest volunteers... so another late night. Then piano lesson on thursday for which I haven't practised in two weeks. then on saturday I'm missing most of the great glebe garage sale for a cappies rehearsal. and I have all these summatives and stuff. But i'll live, obviously.
Sorry. I don't usually do that. Next time I'll post my RHPS pictures and it will be lovely.
I keep trying to make new friends, but it only ever happens in my head. I think I had too many amazing friends at the beginning of highschool, so I got lazy and entirely lost my social skills - and now whenever I'm outside my little bubble I just fail at the whole interaction thing. Anyways, just a little notion I keep pondering - I probably formed near to 20 new, close friendships in grade 9 and at most 2 since then, and now I see all these other people whom I really admire and wish I'd befriended when I was good at it.
Startlingly introspective thoughts! woot.
So today I stuck around for this photo-shoot thing for the Cappies. crappy crappy cappies. I'm part of the cappie chorus and I don't think the other people like me very much. but they'll live with it. Anyways, I did a lot of that lack-of-social-interaction thing so I was kinda miserable, but then this guy asked me about my scarf (the rainbow one, get it?) and I should have asked him for his number or at least his name but I just answered him then ran away so I'll never see him again. but that made me happy anyways.
Tommorow is the guys and dolls screening, then a meeting for jazzfest volunteers... so another late night. Then piano lesson on thursday for which I haven't practised in two weeks. then on saturday I'm missing most of the great glebe garage sale for a cappies rehearsal. and I have all these summatives and stuff. But i'll live, obviously.
Sorry. I don't usually do that. Next time I'll post my RHPS pictures and it will be lovely.