What should i do ?
Had work from 9:30 - 5 today . Yep , what fun . I got my hours back now . so i will be doing about 32 - 35 hours a week . But i will always be leaving early cuz im good like that . Im not smoking anymore , so i will be saving more money outta my pay . I still feel the burning in my veins . do i need a ciggerette or ..
Its definitly not a cigerette i need .
My life is on cruise control... Yes it seems to stay at the same pase .
I need something new in my life . I know exactly what i want , more like need . But everything still seems to turn to shit one way or another. Lets just say I have more support up there , than down here. Everyone seemed to be in our way or something . But now that no one is , something just isnt adding up about the situation. I wish i knew what is happening though ...
For you to understand me , you must know my past . You probobly ask yourself , Why does everthing seem so perfect about him ? or whatever . You just hav to understand my past . I try not to think about it , Yes it is behind me , but i still think about it sometimes & it was all a waste .
People i know try to give me certain kind of advice . Its like , i can see where they are going with it , but i feel like , if i listen , I will regret it for the rest of my life . I cant listen to them ,I wont!. So that leaves me with the burning question . What Should I Do ? . I wont listen to them , Not Even You ...
BUT ... There is one way i will listen to YOU . Tell me that there can never be anything , tell me it cant happen , tell me you dont care . If its true , then its the right thing to do , & i would understand .
Its definitly not a cigerette i need .
My life is on cruise control... Yes it seems to stay at the same pase .
I need something new in my life . I know exactly what i want , more like need . But everything still seems to turn to shit one way or another. Lets just say I have more support up there , than down here. Everyone seemed to be in our way or something . But now that no one is , something just isnt adding up about the situation. I wish i knew what is happening though ...
For you to understand me , you must know my past . You probobly ask yourself , Why does everthing seem so perfect about him ? or whatever . You just hav to understand my past . I try not to think about it , Yes it is behind me , but i still think about it sometimes & it was all a waste .
People i know try to give me certain kind of advice . Its like , i can see where they are going with it , but i feel like , if i listen , I will regret it for the rest of my life . I cant listen to them ,I wont!. So that leaves me with the burning question . What Should I Do ? . I wont listen to them , Not Even You ...
BUT ... There is one way i will listen to YOU . Tell me that there can never be anything , tell me it cant happen , tell me you dont care . If its true , then its the right thing to do , & i would understand .