something i wrote

[leahxsmart]

Lets play stupid one last time
Lets forget ourselves and get lost in each other
We’ll swim in the vast ocean of each other’s bodies

Because with you I forget that I’m pretending
With you I die a little
I fly a little
Oh god how I love to fly
But danm do I hate to fall
Please don’t let me fall

You’re not quite like the other, or are you?
I don’t know anymore
I felt some thing but maybe not
I’ve played this game time and time again
I’ve played stupid and I’m left to not know what the hell I am
And what the hell I’ve done …we’ve done

We are kidding ourselves
I’m always kidding myself
I’m always getting lost in anyone only to not get lost in myself for another moment
I’ve left behind my morals and integrity

I would like to hope you’re different then the others
And I would like to hope I’m different
But this is no better then what I’ve done all along
And I’m no better than who I am
So what the hell
Lets play stupid one last time