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ummm not much to say but rachel wanted me to update. i used to write in this thing like it was my jobbbbb, but now i have a xanga bc i'm really cool and i kinda forgot about this. but ummmmmm..
something's been annoying me lately. people i don't talk to anymore have been im'ing me "just to say hi" all the time lately. and it's just aggrivating because i know why they are talking to me outta nowhere. it's always because they heard something about me from someone else, who heard from someone else and they are wondering if it's true. so they im me and ask me whats new, just hoping that i will bring it up because they don't want to. if you heard something about me and wanna know if it's true: just ask me. it's not really that complicated.
besides that not too much is going on. i've been having really weird dreams all week and i need a dream interpreter to tell me what they mean. so ummm if anyone has unlimited dream analysis skills- hit me uppp.
i've been thinking "what if" so much lately. like what if this happened, what if this never happened, what if we stayed friends, what if we never met... all that crap. and everyone's getting their acceptance letters, and it kinda scares the shit out of me. picking a school to go to is such a huge choice. i mean, if you go to BC you will meet a billion people, meet mr. right, get married to him eventually, la de da. but then what if you went to worcester state? or ucla? you'd have a completely different life, different future, all that crap. it's just weird. my whole future is completely different just because i switched to leicester and met nick and all that stuff. if i stayed at holy name, i wonder what would have happened? good thing i'm happy with my life. ohhh boy.
this entry's really random, huh? whatever.
school's been pretty good. i got good grades on all my classes (over 80's) except i failed wood. i dunno how that happened but i have to do something to change that grade because if i fail anything this semester i don't graduate. and i kinda need to do that. i wanna be a nurse when i grow up, i think. or work with mentally handicapped people. hmm, i don't know. who gives a fuck?
okay this entry is gay. this journal in general is gay. woohooo.
i have to babysit in like 10 minutes for the next 4 hours. talk about torture. my neice and nephew are so cute but so annoying and all they do is fight... but ella's coming too =) ok this might be fun.
love you nick.
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p.s. everyone should buy the Relient K cd. it's so good. even tho i think i'm the only person in the world who loves them but whateverrrr.