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I am listening to Vertical Horizon and it is reminding me of the night I spent wallowing in my own prepubescent misery after I fell in love with a boy named Steve at a YMCA dance. Ok so that was about six years ago and i feel like i have not changed much. Changing is on my to do list.
Thursdays i have nothing and everything to do. I skipped my meeting at health services and kickball was cancelled. I was looking forward to racing around marshall field and pretending to be athletic. i did get the madonna posters done though....
MADONNA MADONNA MADONNA cd release dance party on Nov 19! If i don't see y'all there I am sending hit men out. and i will...i'll just ask Emily to phone her parents and ask them to make a few calls. don't think i won't.
i have decided to paint my room sage green and have burnt orange accents....nice and cozy for winter! If i MUST live in the new dorms..i am goign to do it in style goddamnit. I hate living here because the freshman think im a loser sophomore and it's lonely. Last year it was wonderful and the halls were always crowded and you could always find someone who wanted to smoke you out. now everyone keeps their doors closed and no one parties here.
I am pissed i didn't apply for coffee house manager...i was so close but then jessie beckett said it was like 15 hrs a week and really reallydifficult so i decided against it...but why did i do that? i would have been great at it. fuck!
i never heard back from the internship at burningangel.com (porn site) that i applied for.
maggie just caught me playing dress up. i was running between my room and the private bathroom in heels and a skirt and she caught me. apparently she does the same thing though so it ok!
To Do List:
change body
change mind
drink water
make it to thanksgiving without throwing myself out the taylor B window
Thursdays i have nothing and everything to do. I skipped my meeting at health services and kickball was cancelled. I was looking forward to racing around marshall field and pretending to be athletic. i did get the madonna posters done though....
MADONNA MADONNA MADONNA cd release dance party on Nov 19! If i don't see y'all there I am sending hit men out. and i will...i'll just ask Emily to phone her parents and ask them to make a few calls. don't think i won't.
i have decided to paint my room sage green and have burnt orange accents....nice and cozy for winter! If i MUST live in the new dorms..i am goign to do it in style goddamnit. I hate living here because the freshman think im a loser sophomore and it's lonely. Last year it was wonderful and the halls were always crowded and you could always find someone who wanted to smoke you out. now everyone keeps their doors closed and no one parties here.
I am pissed i didn't apply for coffee house manager...i was so close but then jessie beckett said it was like 15 hrs a week and really reallydifficult so i decided against it...but why did i do that? i would have been great at it. fuck!
i never heard back from the internship at burningangel.com (porn site) that i applied for.
maggie just caught me playing dress up. i was running between my room and the private bathroom in heels and a skirt and she caught me. apparently she does the same thing though so it ok!
To Do List:
change body
change mind
drink water
make it to thanksgiving without throwing myself out the taylor B window