Sep 26, 2005 16:22
how emo of me. its not true, i like my skin for the most part, but today got off to a bad start. i slept through mary porter's lecture, didn't go to the gym, and wasted the morning. My room and my mind need a deep cleaning session. i keep getting bogged downn with things that don't matter much like food and boys and girls and new clothes. i feel selfish and wasteful.
my neighbor from home IMed me this morning to say that yesterday the cops were trying to get into my dad's house for awhile. that is scary on so many levels.
jen joined a sorority..sorry, 'society' and now its all she talks about. i guess it might be fun. for awhile i thought, 'hey...sororities arent all that bad...i mean, people are bound to you for life, they have to be yoru friend through thick and thin', but then i thought 'thats retarded. i don't want friends who are bound by a contract to stick by my side, i want real ones'. So i hope when jen is 45 and calling up her 'sisters' she remembers to call my ass also. just saying.
there are not enough hours in the day! not enough i say!