in every possiblity...
hello!
minus this looming midterm in 24 hours, my little heart is SO warm. it's sunny outside, once again. ALEX...in T-3 days...in my very own city. we have so much to do together. i don't have a birthday present for him...yikes. nothing is good enough. so it's not quite hit me yet...i haven't seen him in more than 2 months.
it's funny to think about other boys now. i guess when you're lonely your standards drop. i'm so glad A happened when he did, beause i was so NOT lonely. in fact, i think loneliness is like beer goggles. but for personality instead of looks. or something. if straight and steady wins the race, fuck that. i am going off-roading with this one! i am embarrased by my romantic past and now i see why everyone was so weirded out when i was all into these dull, self-centered boys. alex makes so much more sense, and no sense at all at the same time (don't you fucking love that?).
i can't study very well at all.
(!!!)
love
leah hope
minus this looming midterm in 24 hours, my little heart is SO warm. it's sunny outside, once again. ALEX...in T-3 days...in my very own city. we have so much to do together. i don't have a birthday present for him...yikes. nothing is good enough. so it's not quite hit me yet...i haven't seen him in more than 2 months.
it's funny to think about other boys now. i guess when you're lonely your standards drop. i'm so glad A happened when he did, beause i was so NOT lonely. in fact, i think loneliness is like beer goggles. but for personality instead of looks. or something. if straight and steady wins the race, fuck that. i am going off-roading with this one! i am embarrased by my romantic past and now i see why everyone was so weirded out when i was all into these dull, self-centered boys. alex makes so much more sense, and no sense at all at the same time (don't you fucking love that?).
i can't study very well at all.
(!!!)
love
leah hope