all i see in my head
is the first time i laid eyes on him...at k's the first time i had gone out in two years cause i had been with mike. he was so cute wearing his skirt and big round glasses. he couldn't swim. i thought we had more time together. we were a lot alike both really messy emotionally and we were both always sick. i have a bunch of his stuff in my room. i can't believe he won't ever be in my house or take a nap in my bed or that i will never hear his deep ass voice rap in my basement ever again. i wrote him a letter. i hope he knew/knows how much we all love him. the last time he called i was asleep and then i didn't call him back. then i saw him at the dame. i can't even imagine how david is feeling right now. i know that they were on such a high starting the tour and releasing the record...i quit my job this morning.