Valentine's day?!
So i am not quite excited for Valentines day. I mean who really is if they don't have someone to share it with. I know many people would like to disagree with me because i can just share it with a friend. I have a valentine but that wasn't really a cute way about it. I said i need to find a valentine and he said "you need a valentine? me?". i mean i am flattered that he would even want to be my valentine but, sometimes i doubt things between myself and him. Maybe i shouldn't cause that could make things worse. idk. i guess i just cant get him off my mind. I know that sounds creepy and stalkerish and all but i just miss hanging out with him and cuddling. I just having him around because he is a very happy person and i love that about him. i hate drama and drama doesnt really surround him. He is just a awesome person and wonder sometimes if i am even worth his time. I mean he could have anyone he probably wants and for some reason he likes me. But back to the subject of valentines day. I think it is a stupid holiday to buy candy and flowers. Just to spend your money. I mean its an awesome holiday if you have someone to share it with but, just an overall of the holiday i give it a 5 out of 10. But, i think bout the other subject that i should just leave it alone. i know i say that alot but, i think the more i worry about it, the more i push him away. he needs someone up beat and happy all the time. whatevs i am done.
thanks for reading again!
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