I guess this is growing up...
What's the point of holding grudges towards people?
Why can't we all just be happy. Happy with who we are, and what we can be.
I've had so many people ask my why I'm smiling...or just plain happy.
What wrong with that?
I don't like being upset...I like to be happy, I like to laugh, I like to smile.
I don't want to take my life for granted...I want to make the best of it, make the best of myself. You really never know how fast your life can just be taken from you. When you least expect it.
I don't want my time to come, and then regret everything that I didn't do.
I'm so excited to be going back to school in the next few weeks. I want to do something with my life, something great. I want to be successful, and I want to make my parents proud. I want my grandparents to see that I'm doing something with my life, and I want them to know that I'm going to be okay...before it's too late. I want my sisters to be proud of their baby sister. I want my friends to be proud to have a friend like me. But most importantly....I want to be proud of myself for once.
In my almost 19 years of living, I have yet to do something that I can look back on and say "wow...I actually did that....I accomplished something big" Yeah I used to think graduating high school was something to be proud of....But it's really not something I think about. Its not something I'm proud of. I just see it as another part of life.
What my parents did to me, making me pay rent and various other bills, is probably the best thing they could of done for me. Cause now, I no longer want their help. I like doing stuff on my own, paying my own bills. I mean, I admit, I still need them for a lot of things. They give me a roof over my head. Where else can i find a pace with internet, food, heat, electricity and all that jazz for 300$ a month. Not in West Bloomfield, that's for sure.
Anyway, I don't think there really was a point to this. Besides just pointlessly getting my thoughts down somewhere. I figured It'd be fine to get them down here, since nobody would read it anyway. lol.
Well basically what i was trying to say is, as much as I don't show it....I love my life...despite all the things that seem to go wrong for me... I really do love my life. And I wouldn't trade it for anything.
Everything that happens in my life, all the decisions I make, I learn from it all. And I really think my mother and father raised me to make the right decisions in life, and thats the greatest gift any parent can give their child. For that, I thank them, and appreciate more than they can even know.
I'm going to stop rambling now.
Goodbye. Go out and enjoy the spring!
PS. I think I'm going to start writing in here again.
Why can't we all just be happy. Happy with who we are, and what we can be.
I've had so many people ask my why I'm smiling...or just plain happy.
What wrong with that?
I don't like being upset...I like to be happy, I like to laugh, I like to smile.
I don't want to take my life for granted...I want to make the best of it, make the best of myself. You really never know how fast your life can just be taken from you. When you least expect it.
I don't want my time to come, and then regret everything that I didn't do.
I'm so excited to be going back to school in the next few weeks. I want to do something with my life, something great. I want to be successful, and I want to make my parents proud. I want my grandparents to see that I'm doing something with my life, and I want them to know that I'm going to be okay...before it's too late. I want my sisters to be proud of their baby sister. I want my friends to be proud to have a friend like me. But most importantly....I want to be proud of myself for once.
In my almost 19 years of living, I have yet to do something that I can look back on and say "wow...I actually did that....I accomplished something big" Yeah I used to think graduating high school was something to be proud of....But it's really not something I think about. Its not something I'm proud of. I just see it as another part of life.
What my parents did to me, making me pay rent and various other bills, is probably the best thing they could of done for me. Cause now, I no longer want their help. I like doing stuff on my own, paying my own bills. I mean, I admit, I still need them for a lot of things. They give me a roof over my head. Where else can i find a pace with internet, food, heat, electricity and all that jazz for 300$ a month. Not in West Bloomfield, that's for sure.
Anyway, I don't think there really was a point to this. Besides just pointlessly getting my thoughts down somewhere. I figured It'd be fine to get them down here, since nobody would read it anyway. lol.
Well basically what i was trying to say is, as much as I don't show it....I love my life...despite all the things that seem to go wrong for me... I really do love my life. And I wouldn't trade it for anything.
Everything that happens in my life, all the decisions I make, I learn from it all. And I really think my mother and father raised me to make the right decisions in life, and thats the greatest gift any parent can give their child. For that, I thank them, and appreciate more than they can even know.
I'm going to stop rambling now.
Goodbye. Go out and enjoy the spring!
PS. I think I'm going to start writing in here again.