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When my niece Mia looks at me she does so with such fascination. It amuses me. I don't know how to explain it, but I feel like one of those characters where they run off and everyone talks bad about them. Then they show up and the main character kid thinks they are cool and mysterious. If I was a fictional character then I imagine I would be driving a convertible bought by my latest lover and smoking cigarettes...
I don't even know if this is making sense. Hahaha. I wish I knew of a character to compare how I feel that I look like in her eyes.
She knows what has happened. Her parents have talked about it in front of her. And she has told Ivie things. Here I was this boring, frumpy dressed, and slightly chubby woman. I have this fling and disappear. I come back into her life and I'm skinny, have nice clothes, and I wear make up.
I really don't know if I'm making any sense at all. I'm going to sleep.
I don't even know if this is making sense. Hahaha. I wish I knew of a character to compare how I feel that I look like in her eyes.
She knows what has happened. Her parents have talked about it in front of her. And she has told Ivie things. Here I was this boring, frumpy dressed, and slightly chubby woman. I have this fling and disappear. I come back into her life and I'm skinny, have nice clothes, and I wear make up.
I really don't know if I'm making any sense at all. I'm going to sleep.