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I'm tired...
Of acting like everything is okay all the time.
Of smiling when I feel like screaming at everyone and everything.
Of feeling like I'm not important to any of the people who I see as VERY important.
Of crying and feeling like it's all my fault when I'm trying to be better.
Of losing.
Of being by myself.
Of not knowing what the heck is going on right now.
Of not being able to be who I used to be- that happy girl that made others around her happy.
Of getting hurt.
Of feeling lost.
Of this valley.
Of acting like everything is okay all the time.
Of smiling when I feel like screaming at everyone and everything.
Of feeling like I'm not important to any of the people who I see as VERY important.
Of crying and feeling like it's all my fault when I'm trying to be better.
Of losing.
Of being by myself.
Of not knowing what the heck is going on right now.
Of not being able to be who I used to be- that happy girl that made others around her happy.
Of getting hurt.
Of feeling lost.
Of this valley.