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Feb 19, 2006 11:30

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then
And just let them out
But I’m not afraid to cry
Every once in a while
Even though going on with you still upsets me
Ever days
Every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me.

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do.

--- Instrumental ---

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you
Everywhere I go
But I’m doing it
It’s hard to force that smile
When I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still haunted
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that
I saved in my heart that I left unspoken.

'Cause what hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do.

Is what I was trying to do.

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do.

Is what I was trying to do...

i miss how everything used to be, i miss you holding me close until the sun woke us up.. i miss all those nights of just laying there and talking, i miss the ''i love yous'' and most of all i miss the us. I guess i'm a little sad right now, in one of my i miss you moods, I have those every now and again.

I guess I've been wishing on someone elses stars because I swear nothing ever goes right. . . I love you forever and for always. no matter what I do, or how I do it... I never can get him off my mind, this has been one hell of a year and a half. Thank you girls for helping me forget about the past, its just hard because when we still see each other its crazy.

<3
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