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im really scared that jason and i are going to break up. I have two more years of undergrad and he's already graduating this year. he's got an offer to go to washington DC for two years and then go wherever he wants for his job location. I duno . im gona miss him a lot. he claims he's addicted to me and not just in that cute simple plan sort of way. like literally going through withdrawl when I'm not there haha.
anyways i cant stand being away from him. <3 sigh.
i might go to grad school at U of M and I'd be so far away from him. he told me point blank that he refuses to do long distance. he's just been hurt by it too many times.. and i can relate cuase the last two relationships I've been in have been long distance. I cried on the phone last night for an hour talking to him about it and subconsciously scratched my leg with my nails... wow freaky - didnt even realize I was doing that till I looked down and saw the huge puffy marks. :-/ never done that before.
I duno how we're going to make this work. it wouyld absolutely break my heart to let him leave my life.
HELP! :(
anyways i cant stand being away from him. <3 sigh.
i might go to grad school at U of M and I'd be so far away from him. he told me point blank that he refuses to do long distance. he's just been hurt by it too many times.. and i can relate cuase the last two relationships I've been in have been long distance. I cried on the phone last night for an hour talking to him about it and subconsciously scratched my leg with my nails... wow freaky - didnt even realize I was doing that till I looked down and saw the huge puffy marks. :-/ never done that before.
I duno how we're going to make this work. it wouyld absolutely break my heart to let him leave my life.
HELP! :(