philosophical time
so i am bipolar and yeah that sucks
but you know what is so refreshing? how much more i feel. i am able to feel love and happiness at about 10 times the amount that people without bipolar feel, this also means that when i feel pain it can be ten times as worse. but when i go to a movie it makes me feel so much, same with listening to songs, I let everything effect me profoundly in an emotional way. used to drive my ex boyfriend crazy. its a blessing and a curse, i will always be the girl who walks out of those movies with the scariest blotchiest face but then again i will always walk away from a kiss feeling a million times better and more magical than most. as you grow up and as ive matured with this mental disorder, ive come to accept it and embrace it and appreciate it because after all my life is what i make it i just have this thing called bipolar that amplifies it.
but you know what is so refreshing? how much more i feel. i am able to feel love and happiness at about 10 times the amount that people without bipolar feel, this also means that when i feel pain it can be ten times as worse. but when i go to a movie it makes me feel so much, same with listening to songs, I let everything effect me profoundly in an emotional way. used to drive my ex boyfriend crazy. its a blessing and a curse, i will always be the girl who walks out of those movies with the scariest blotchiest face but then again i will always walk away from a kiss feeling a million times better and more magical than most. as you grow up and as ive matured with this mental disorder, ive come to accept it and embrace it and appreciate it because after all my life is what i make it i just have this thing called bipolar that amplifies it.