You Look So Pretty Sleeping Next To Me
there is not enough time, there is no song I could, there is no combination of words I could say... we're better together.
This is going to be a very strange post because my mind is not in a proper setting right now. If other people didn't read this I wouldn't feel I had to clarify anything but since that is not the case I'll throw out this disclaimer right now: I am not interested in dating Nathan Bomey; but I just can't help but think about him.
Not in the way that I want to date him because well, anyone who really knows the two of us knows that even though opposites attract, Nate and I... yeah....
Anyway... so I've been thinking about why I couldnt' date Nate. I thought about why I dated Jim. I think about why I waste my time with David. Dating people is such an interesting concept. David and I are not dating, but for more than the past three months (I can't believe it's been that long already) I have been seeing no one other than him. Well, I have, but he's the only I want to see. So for strong reasons, we're not dating, and we're not allowed to date, (technically, but how can technicalities matter when emotions are involved) and who knows if anything will come of the two of us. Why do I allow him to consume so much of my time. Why did I spend almost a year with Jim? (3/4 technically) In a million years if I'm still doing this thing where I don't know what's going on with my life, will I really marry Nate by default? (that's a joke people)
I give up, this idea I had was so much more involved and it was good but I thought about it in my head and lost the inspiration to write about it so I'm just going to stop here leaving everyone wondering where my genius mind was really going on this one.
This is going to be a very strange post because my mind is not in a proper setting right now. If other people didn't read this I wouldn't feel I had to clarify anything but since that is not the case I'll throw out this disclaimer right now: I am not interested in dating Nathan Bomey; but I just can't help but think about him.
Not in the way that I want to date him because well, anyone who really knows the two of us knows that even though opposites attract, Nate and I... yeah....
Anyway... so I've been thinking about why I couldnt' date Nate. I thought about why I dated Jim. I think about why I waste my time with David. Dating people is such an interesting concept. David and I are not dating, but for more than the past three months (I can't believe it's been that long already) I have been seeing no one other than him. Well, I have, but he's the only I want to see. So for strong reasons, we're not dating, and we're not allowed to date, (technically, but how can technicalities matter when emotions are involved) and who knows if anything will come of the two of us. Why do I allow him to consume so much of my time. Why did I spend almost a year with Jim? (3/4 technically) In a million years if I'm still doing this thing where I don't know what's going on with my life, will I really marry Nate by default? (that's a joke people)
I give up, this idea I had was so much more involved and it was good but I thought about it in my head and lost the inspiration to write about it so I'm just going to stop here leaving everyone wondering where my genius mind was really going on this one.