Jul 20, 2005 23:09
So I talked to my guy at Carl's tonight and he had an all-mangers meeting this afternoon, I know this because I was with him until close to 2:00 this afternoon. He and I get along so well it makes me sick that other people can't accept it. We are just friends. JUST FRIENDS. Just friends who can hang out, chat all night, even sleep under the same roof without any sexual tension getting in the way. At this meeting it got brought up that I have a crush on him. UGH! Are you kidding me?!?!?! At a work meeting. How does that apply to the way the business functions. People are so dumb and so petty and stupid. Fortunately my dirty work was done for me and someone mentioned that I AM CURRENTLY dating Jim. They need to update their drama schedules because I broke up with him a while ago. I'm really glad he showed up at Carl's last night, it helped make everything more believable. If someone from there asks if I'm still with him, I'm going to tell them yes. I'm also going to continue to pour on to Travis just how crazy about him I am. Maybe then someone will pick up on the fact that it's not real. Those people are so pathetic. I felt so bad for him to have to sit there and listen to that. That's not right. I guess he just shrugged it off as nothing, but he shouldn't be put in that position. I would like to think that the best thing to do would be to carry on as I always do but these people are so dumb and blinded to what is actually going on that they think I don't know what the rumors are. I was sure a while ago that people would say stuff simply because I was talking to him but then they didn't, and I was happy. Oops. I think when someone says something I'm going to go off in a very composed, you're a dumbass, sort of way. Practice rant....
"I don't know who started that rumor but it's not cool. I dont' see why I can't talk to someone and be cool with them without others finding it necessary to spread gossip like wild fire that I want him. It's not like I see him outside of here or anything, we just talk every now and then I don't know what the big deal is. If he was a she there would be no issue. Also, if word gets around too much it could get back to Jim because he is friends with people who work here and that is going to make him worry and that's not fair to him. I just wish people would mind their own business, I don't get into theirs."
I bet those dumb girls are thinking "oh, I think it's cute." In that, Leah's just a cute little 21 year old girl chasing after a 27 year old guy. It's so dumb. I can't even accept the fact that he's 27 and he doesn't feel like I'm 21. AAAHHHHH!!!! They just need to mind their own and leave me be. I'm not even up to date on the common, public knowledge relationships that are going on because I dont' care. If someone breaks their leg or throws a glass of wine on a customer I'm going to tune my ears in, but I hate the who dates who bullshit.
I'm supposed to be sleeping but I'm not tired since I was apparently in bed all day with the old guy who I'm crazy about.
Stupid girls.