May 16, 2005 20:44
I don't know where I last left off, not like it really matters though. I don't know where we stand... Here you are, there I was. I feel different. Maybe you can fix it. I feel empty. Was it you? My work? What? I will of course be useless... I feel more useless saying that. What happened? What's it matter? I can feel that little piece of your heart but matching your bid isn't much. Why play this hand? I'm surprised noone's folded yet. Life is a gamble though, you are still welcome... but I don't know what is happening, life is a bitch. I don't know but I can't function either. Why eat? I'm going to snap into my cold-hearted, mind-numbing emotionless state. I can't breathe, think, move. I'm hurting.
I can't stand to see her like that. She sits, shaking. Crying. I've been there but it's never the same. There's nothing I can do or say. I can't believe he's gone.
R.I.P. Randy Scholbrock. The best Dadoo.
2:00am and she's calls me because I'm still awake can you help me unravel my latest mistake, I don't love him winter just wasn't my season Yeah we walk through the doors, so accusing their eyes Like they have any right at all to criticize hypocrites, you're all here for the very same reason. Cause you can't jump the track we're like cars on a cable and life's like an hourglass glued to the table no you can't find the rewind button girl so cradle your head in your hands. AND BREATHE! JUST BREATHE! May he turn 21 on the base at Fort Bliss just a day he sat down to the flask in his fist ain't been sober, since October of last year. Here in town you can tell he's been down for a while but my God it's so beautiful when that boy smiles, wanna hold him maybe I'll just sing about it. Cause you can't jump the track we're like cars on a cable and life's like an hourglass glued to the table no you can't find the rewind button boys so cradle your head in your hands. AND BREATHE! JUST BREATHE! There's a light at each end of this tunnel, you shout 'Cause you're just as far in as you'll ever be out these mistakes you've made, you'll just make them again If you only try turning around. 2 AM and I'm still awake, writing a song If I get it all down on paper, its no longer inside of me, threatening the life it belongs to And I feel like I'm naked in front of the crowd Cause these words are my diary, screaming out loud And I know that you'll use them, however you want to Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable. And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table No one can find the rewind button now Sing it if you understand. and breathe, just breathe woah breathe, just breathe, oh breathe, just breathe.