grrrr.
i want these REALLY REALLY BAD. i was looking for some like them last summer to wear around because they look really good on my feet, and now i find some with my letters on them!! but there is absolutely no way i can buy them. i have to QUIT SPENDING and it's really really hard. :( it SUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCKS because i am low on scrapbooking stuff, i would like to begin hawaii-shopping (SANDALS!!), and i have been at home a lot with nothing to do.
the hardest thing is that i have not worked as a sub in almost two weeks!! WTF?? i mean i knew there would be "dry spells" but i thought for sure they would be a few days long, not THIS long. it pisses me off because i could be working at kindercare during the day and earning money. GRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i am thinking about talking to my boss about it tonight, but i don't know what to say about it. i haven't the slightest clue how we could work anything out so that i could be on the schedule at kindercare and still work in highland. highland HAS to take precedence because it's what i am going to be doing as a career--at least for now. but then again that little voice in the back of my head says "now leah, be honest about that! you know you likely won't be a secondary teacher all your life. you may even be an early childhood teacher." huh. i wish i knew what to do with myself.
i am going to the post office and to get gas, and i am thinking THAT will be my spending for the month. (well, besides the ebay auction i am going to win--but that doesn't count.) *sighs* it SUUUUUUUUUUUUUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
~L
the hardest thing is that i have not worked as a sub in almost two weeks!! WTF?? i mean i knew there would be "dry spells" but i thought for sure they would be a few days long, not THIS long. it pisses me off because i could be working at kindercare during the day and earning money. GRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i am thinking about talking to my boss about it tonight, but i don't know what to say about it. i haven't the slightest clue how we could work anything out so that i could be on the schedule at kindercare and still work in highland. highland HAS to take precedence because it's what i am going to be doing as a career--at least for now. but then again that little voice in the back of my head says "now leah, be honest about that! you know you likely won't be a secondary teacher all your life. you may even be an early childhood teacher." huh. i wish i knew what to do with myself.
i am going to the post office and to get gas, and i am thinking THAT will be my spending for the month. (well, besides the ebay auction i am going to win--but that doesn't count.) *sighs* it SUUUUUUUUUUUUUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
~L