Jul 24, 2006 19:52
First post in a while. Im going to bitch...so yeah, cover your ears!
So my mom has a boyfriend. The whole thing just started off bad, even before i met the fucker. First of all she failed to tell me about him, i over heard her on the phone and then had to ask her myself, she didnt even tell my brother, i had to. Then she promised things that were not kept. First, She's going to take the relationship slow, one fucking day at a time. Second, it matters what we think (it doesnt sound like a promise but in this case it is)
Both of them thrown away. He stays over almost every single fucking night. And when he doesnt he is over the next morning, before i'm even out of bed. Like fuck! you have a fucking house, so fucking go there! Then i confront her about it and all she has to fucking say is "You guys dont care about how I feel!" every single time, then she storms off like a stupid little child. Oh and apparently she can talk to my sister without throwing a bitch fit because she "understands" and has "done stuff" when she thinks the same way that we do. Just the other day Ange was wondering why the fuck this guy is already calling her house for mom. He ruined Nicky's party too, well the blowing out the candles part. Nicky was supposed to blow out the candles, but really who could concentrate at that age when there is this stranger shoving his face in yours and smiling like a fucking pansy screaming out Happy Birthday, while my sister is trying to talk to Nicky, trying to help him to blow out the candles. The poor child. "Of course it matters what you guys think, you're my children" Fucking bullshit!
And honestly i dont understand what she sees in him. He's got a bad sense of humour, he eats like a fucking cow, and doesnt pay for what he shoves down his throat, he doesnt have a job or a car, he lives with his mom (he's 43!) 7 years younger than my mom, he becomes a whiney, jealouse shit when he is beaten at soccer, he's a loud mouth and doesn't understand what over staying your welcome is. I think she is just sick of being alone, oh and she loves what he does around the house but claims that's not the only reason why he is here, i believe her. She is just blinded by what she thinks is love and I've pushed myself to like this guy for her sake, ive shown him sympathy but i always end up hateing him. I cant like him in that fatherly way.
Sometimes i do just want to leave with my brother, go and live in Australia but i won't. Oh well, I'm used to living with people i hate anyways, I've been doing it for 9 years.